300 stories of leaving
Numbers describe the pattern. People describe what it was like. These are the three hundred Mormon Stories interviews that matter most on why people leave the Church, ordered by how many times they have been watched, every part and every live stream added together, and grouped by who is telling the story. Bishops and stake presidents, Relief Society presidents, returned missionaries, BYU students, gay members, members of color, members outside the United States, people who grew up in fundamentalist groups, the historians who did the research, and the rank-and-file members who are most of everyone. Filter by any of those below.
Every story, most-watched first.
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Taking Down Warren Jeffs – Elissa Wall
Elissa Wall is internationally known as the “woman who brought down Warren Jeffs.” Never before has she been able to tell her full story, in an un-edited way. This is part 1 of her story, focusing on her upbringing in the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1653 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1654 · watch
- Show notes, audio and transcript
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The Dark Side of a Mormon Mission – Brinley Jensen
Young and spunky Brinley Jensen, a Gen Z returned missionary, shares her experiences growing up in the Church and the consequences she’s faced at various times as she’s spoken up for herself and grown into the person she is.
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1681 · watch
- Show notes, audio and transcript
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Niece of 8 Passengers’ Mormon “Therapist” Jodi Hildebrandt Speaks Out – Jessi Hildebrandt
Mormon therapist Jodi Hildebrandt is in jail along with “8 Passengers” mother Ruby Franke under allegations of child abuse. Jodi Hildebrandt is the founder of ConneXions Classroom – a program created to help Mormon couples, parents, and families “transform your mental health and relationships.” Jessi Hildebrandt (they/them) is Jodi Hildebrandt’s niece and outlines a deeply
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Growing Up in Polygamy – Sam & Melissa Zitting Wyson
Join John and Jenn as they hear the unique Mormon Story of Sam and Melissa Zitting Wyson. Sam grew up in the FLDS church in Short Creek. After leaving the FLDS at age 18 he converted to the mainstream LDS church.
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1618 · watch
- Show notes, audio and transcript
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YouTube’s Jordan and McKay
Mormon Stories is excited to welcome ex-Mormon Youtuber couple Jordan and McKay on for a three-part series about their journey! In part one, we talk to McKay about his upbringing in Colorado and his mission to Honduras. We hope you enjoy our interview with McKay as we discuss a few of the
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1539 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1540 · watch
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Losing Faith When Your Child’s a Mormon Missionary: Julie and Jill Durrant
Jill and Julie Durrant share their Mormon upbringing and the challenges they faced within the faith. They discuss the expectations placed on Mormon children and the milestones they must achieve to be considered successful in the community.
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Joining and Leaving the Moonies / Unification Church – Cult Expert Dr. Steven Hassan
Please join us today as Dr. Steven Hassan tells us the story of how he was recruited into a cult (The “Moonies”), and how he became one of the world’s experts in cults. FreedomofMind.com Understanding Cults: A Foundational Course for Clinicians Steven’s Books Mormon Stories Thanks Our Generous Donors!
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The Church Bought My Silence – Chelsea Goodrich
In this interview, Chelsea Goodrich details years of sexual abuse by her father, former Mormon bishop John Goodrich, beginning when she was a young child. When confronted in 2015, John admitted the abuse to both Chelsea’s mother and their Mormon leaders.
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Surviving Purity Culture at BYU-Idaho – Chandler Roberson
Chandler Roberson was raised as a devout Mormon, and always wanted to be the best Mormon she could be. In her teenage years, Chandler had a few abusive relationships with Mormon boys, where she felt forced to “repent” for “sins” she never committed.
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1523 · watch
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Jeremy Runnells and his Letter to a CES Director
In February 2012, Jeremy Runnels experienced a crisis of faith, which subsequently led to a faith transition in the summer of 2012. In the spring of 2013, Jeremy was approached and asked by a Church Education System (CES) Director to share his concerns and questions about the LDS Church’s origins, history, and current practices.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 481 · watch
- Part 3, episode 482 · watch
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Maven’s Mormon Story
Tune in today at 1pm MST to join John, Jenn and Maven, from Mormonism Live, for part one of Maven’s Mormon Story. Her story begins in rural Utah, next door to Fundamental Mormons, and later serving an LDS mission. In part 2, join John, Jenn and Maven as we explore the Making of Maven.
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1597 · watch
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Escaping the Latter Day Church of Christ w/ Amanda Rae
Content Warning: Mentions of abuse of children, including incest. Those who want to support Amanda can do so here: The Kingston Group, founded by Elden Kingston, has a complex hierarchy where Ortell emerged as a leader, introducing incestuous practices.
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Sandra (and Jerald) Tanner
Sandra and the late Jerald Tanner were raised in the LDS faith, both with a strong Mormon family history. Jerald was the great-great-grandson of John Tanner, well known for his sizable financial contributions to Joseph Smith and the LDS church in 1835 when the church was deeply in debt.
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 473 · watch
- Part 3, episode 474 · watch
- Part 4, episode 475 · watch
- Show notes, audio and transcript
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Devout Missionary Leaves The Mormon Church – Hayley Rawle
Join with John Dehlin and Gerardo as we interview social media influencer Hayley Rawle. She is the host of the “Girlscamp” Podcast, she was raised in the church, served a mission, married in the temple, and got her degree at BYU.
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Leaving Mormonism in Las Vegas – Shelise Sola of “Cults to Consciousness”
Shelise Sola discusses her life journey of being raised in the Mormon church, including the purity culture, self-worth struggles, and sexual trauma she experienced. She shares about having a faith crisis in her 20s after learning disturbing historical truths about the church, feeling liberated yet terrified, and rebuilding an identity outside of Mormonism.
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Mormon Influencer Discovers the CES Letter – Haleigh Everts
After converting to Mormonism as a teen and attending BYU, Haleigh Evert’s relationship with the Mormon church grew unfulfilling and complicated. After leaving the church for a time, Haleigh came back to the Mormon church, married in the temple, and started making videos and writing about her Mormon journey.
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Rebuilding your life as a Mormon widow – Janae Thompson
In this emotional and gripping interview, Janae Thompson shares her journey as a Mormon woman and the struggles she faced in a religion that demanded perfection and conformity. From her early years in the Mormon church, to her time at BYU and beyond, Janae recounts the challenges of fitting into a narrow mold while dealing with her own personal struggles, including an eating disorder and the pressure to find an etern
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1756 · watch
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Survivor of Sexual Abuse and Mormon Church’s Cover-up Speaks Out
A strong trigger warning leads off this special Mormon Stories episode with our guest who prefers to be referred to as “Rachel ” for this interview. We discuss Rachel’s father being called as a mission president, the abuse she endured, and the subsequent cover-up from those in positions of power in the LDS church.
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Sexually Assaulted by My Companion as a Mormon Missionary – McKay Johnson
McKay ‘Spartacus’ Johnson is our guest today for this fantastic two-part Mormon Stories interview. Carah Burrell takes the reins again as lead interviewer as we talk to McKay about battling a “Nephi complex” growing up, early exposure to pornography, and his mission to Brasil where he describes being groomed by his mission companion and sexually
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1493 · watch
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The Excommunication of Mormon Bishop Sam Pinson and his Family in Ammon, Idaho
Every once in a while we have an epic, multi-part Mormon Stories Podcast episode about a family who experiences a faith crisis together — wherein multiple family members (including some of the children) participate in the re-telling of the story.
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Dance Champion Benji Schwimmer
Benji Schwimmer is a world renowned dancer and choreographer. He is best known for winning Season 2 of the hit tv show So You Think You Can Dance. In this 3-part interview, Benji discusses the following: Part 1: His early years, and his LDS mission experience, Part 2: His experiences on So You Think You Can Dance, and Part 3: His attempts to come to terms with his sexuality and his LDS faith.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 351 · watch
- Part 3, episode 352 · watch
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Leaving Mormonism to Join Teal Swan’s Cult – Jared Dobson
When someone loses their faith in Mormonism, there are several paths often followed. One is to become agnostic or atheist, and never to rejoin a religion again. One is to re-join a Christian church.
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1329 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1330 · watch
- Part 4, episode 1331 · watch
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Sent Home Early for Cuddling with Zone Leader – Jacob
Jacob realized he was gay just a few months before leaving for his LDS mission to San Jose, Costa Rica, where a zone leader he grew close to during companionship “splits” became attracted to him, and the two began occasionally cuddling in bed, without, Jacob says, any overt sexual contact.
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Growing up with Teal Swan – Diana Hansen Ribera
Teal Swan is a highly controversial New Age guru with millions of online followers. Teal specifically markets her services to vulnerable, often suicidal individuals, and advances highly controversial and/or damaging beliefs and techniques including: Teal’s practices are covered more thoroughly in the recently released Hulu series entitled “The Deep End.” Several deaths by suicide have been attributed
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How to Leave the Mormon Church – Alyssa Grenfell
1 Thumbnail Credits: Main image provided by Alyssa Grenfell; Background image of the Salt Lake Temple from GettyImages In this captivating interview, Alyssa shares poignant moments that shaped her perception of gender roles, societal expectations, and the struggle for self-worth within the Mormon context.
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- Part 2, episode 1851 · watch
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Jodi Hildebrandt Ruined My Mormon Marriage – Brian Tibbets
Brian Tibbets describes his faith journey from devoted Mormon missionary to suic*dal doubter to healed ex-Mormon. He opens up about the shame and lies he felt compelled to tell while hiding his loss of faith, his wife’s manipulation by unethical therapist Jodi Hildebrandt, and the supernatural beliefs that tore his marriage and family apart.
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Recovering after Mormonism – Dr. Steven Hassan
1744: Recovering after Mormonism with Dr. Steven Hassan Join world cult expert Steven Hassan as he shares almost 50 years of experience regarding how to heal and grow after a high demand religion or cult. FreedomofMind.com Resource Links – Freedom of Mind Resource Center Understanding Cults: A Foundational Course for Clinicians Steven’s Books Mormon Stories
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The Excommunication of John Dehlin – My Bishop and Stake President Interviews
February 2020 marks the 5 year anniversary of my excommunication from the Mormon church. In a desire to protect myself against the possibility of slander or misinformation from the church or its apologists (as was experienced by former church members such as Fawn Brodie, Simon Southerton, and Kate Kelly during their disciplinary councils), I recorded
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The Tyranny of Mormon Patriarchal Blessings – Amanda & Shaye Scott
Amanda and Shaye already have a following on their YouTube Channel “Great Scotts” but their video “Why we left the Mormon Church – coming out story” made an even bigger splash.
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1690 · watch
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Growing Up Mormon With Lori Vallow Daybell – Cousin Megan Conner
Today accused murderer Lori Vallow’s cousin, Megan Conner, shares what it was like to grow up as a cousin to the Cox family. She also discusses the Mormon ties to the Lori Vallow and Chad Daybell murders and discusses her own Mormon faith transition.
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Mormon Bishops Discuss Their Experiences
Content warning: mentions of child abuse, assault, suicidalality Four former Mormon Bishops – Beau, Nick, Jedd, and Rob – have an intimate discussion about the oft-hidden realities of serving in Mormon leadership, including the lack of training on handling abuse cases, near-suicidal stress levels, the painful contradictions between doctrine and human needs, and the ways
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When a Mormon Missionary Reads the CES Letter – Kolby Sorensen
Join hosts John Dehlin and Gerardo Sumano as they explore what happens when a Mormon missionary reads the CES Letter. Kolby Sorensen was raised a devout Mormon in West Valley and West Jordan, Utah. In 2020, he was called to serve a mission as the COVID pandemic began, when missionaries were encouraged to use
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Mormon Preppers Step Away – Kim and Josh Coffin
Kim’s upbringing was fraught with fear, driven by intense preparations for the Second Coming. Themes of spiritual scrupulosity and the ominous echoes of evil spirits were deeply ingrained. Her father’s prepper mindset, financial exploitation, and extreme beliefs added to the tumult.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1829 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1830 · watch
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Father & Daughter Defend, then Leave Mormon Church – Ryan and Scout Fisher
Join us for a special episode featuring the father/daughter duo Ryan and Scout Fisher. Ryan, known for his work as a Book of Mormon defender and host of The Nephite Explorer series, shares his journey, including working closely with Tim Ballard and his experiences as a missionary in Poland, where he was kidnapped and locked in
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Speaking Out When a Mormon Bishop Abuses Children – Kolby & Cami Reddish
Joining us on the podcast today are Kolby and Cami, a married couple from Idaho whose life and faith were shaken when their bishop was convicted and sent to prison for sexually abusing children. We discuss the moves the local leadership made that shocked them, including praising the former bishop in front of his victims
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1551 · watch
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John and Brooke McLay – From CES to Ex-Mormons
In this episode we interview John and Brooke McLay. John served for 14 years as an employee of the LDS Church Education System (CES). In this capacity he served as: a seminary teacher and principal, an institute teacher and director, a BYU Education Week speaker and an EFY Director.
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 314 · watch
- Part 3, episode 315 · watch
- Part 4, episode 316 · watch
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Lila Tueller – Daughter of Mormon General Authority Hartman Rector Jr.
Today we are interviewing Lila Tueller – daughter of prominent Mormon General Authority, Hartman Rector Jr. Today we will discuss Lila’s story, which includes: Her parent’s story joining the church and becoming church leaders. What it was like to grow up in the family of a prominent Mormon General Authority.
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1246 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1247 · watch
- Part 4, episode 1248 · watch
- Show notes, audio and transcript
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We Were Raised in the Two by Twos Cult – Kari and Kyle Hanks Pt. 1
Kari & Kyle Hanks share their journey of leaving the secretive 2×2 church, a religious group with no official name, written doctrine, or corporate structure. They discuss their upbringings, struggles with faith, the exclusivity of the religion, and the trauma they endured.
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Mormon U.K. Temple Insider: Sealer Martin Lock
Martin Lock spent decades as a temple sealer and member of a temple presidency in the United Kingdom before quietly leaving the LDS Church, and here he tells John Dehlin what he saw from inside the temple’s most restricted rooms. Lock converted at 20 in England, drawn in by the doctrine of proxy work for
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A Mormon Lesbian Love Story – Lena Schwen and Sal Osborne
What happens when two closeted lesbian Mormons marry men, have children, then cross paths and fall in love? Join John Dehlin and Carah Burrell as we meet Lena Schwen and Sal Osborne. Sal felt as though part of her died when she married a man in the LDS temple.
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- Part 2, episode 1503 · watch
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Leaving the Mormon Church to Save My Family – Elisha Lee
Elisha Lee takes us on an emotional journey through her life from experiencing her parents’ divorce as a child to facing intense shame and scrutiny as a teenager. She shares raw accounts of bishop interviews, religious scrupulosity, and the pressure to conform to church standards.
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My Mormon Mission Broke Me – Tara Herbert
Tara Herbert, born in Lake Charles, Louisiana, and adopted at age two by white Mormon parents from Utah, recounts her complex upbringing in a predominantly white and Mormon environment. Raised with four biological siblings, she navigates her identity as a black girl in Utah, where she initially struggles to recognize her racial difference.
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1857 · watch
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Mormon Nuclear Submarine Commander & His Family – Kelly and Heather Laing
Batten down the hatches and prepare for an epic Mormon Stories interview like you’ve never heard before! Part of what is often called “the Silent Service”, former nuclear submarine commander, Kelly Laing and his family, finally speak out.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1467 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1468 · watch
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Daughters of Ensign Peak Advisor Speak Out – Rylee & JoCee Porter
Rylee and JoCee Porter’s challenges in a life intertwined with the LDS church, where their father served as an Ensign Peak Advisor, part of the Mormon Church’s controversial investment company. In this episode, Rylee and Jocee recall their experiences as cultural minorities while their father worked on Wall Street and the cultural disparities they encountered upon moving to Utah, where they struggled with bullying an
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- Part 2, episode 1775 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1776 · watch
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Dr. Robert Ritner – An Expert Egyptologist Translates the Book of Abraham
Sadly, Dr. Ritner passed away on July 25, 2021. He was one of the few non-Mormon Egyptology experts willing to address tough issues with the Book of Abraham and its apologists.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1340 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1341 · watch
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When Your Adult Mormon Children Stop Believing – Rod & Nan Osborne
Nan and Rod Osborne on a journey through their lives as devoted Mormons, parents, and spouses, and discover how their faith shaped their family culture. From Nan’s early years in the LDS community to Rod’s conversion and mission, to the challenges of raising a large family, no topic is off-limits in this captivating interview.
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- Part 2, episode 1762 · watch
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The Making of Mormon Bishop Bill Reel – Bill & Amanda Reel
Discover the captivating story of Bill and Amanda Reel as they share their extraordinary journey through Mormonism, exploring Bill’s transformation from a troubled youth seeking fatherly guidance to a dedicated bishop caught in a web of doubt and awakening.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1785 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1786 · watch
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A Japanese-American Mormon Story – Jeff and Larissa Kindred
Join us as we meet Jeff & Larissa Kindred and follow their stories growing up as Latter-day Saints. Jeff’s story includes a grooming scoutmaster, his love of sports, attending Snow College, and serving a mission in Jackson, Mississippi where he dealt with scrupulosity, unhealthy diet and exercise, becoming AP, and wrestling with racism in the Church culture & scripture.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1685 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1686 · watch
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Stake Counselor Confronts General Authorities – Evan and Weston Smith
Evan became an advocate for LGBTQ people in the Church. His position as a Stake Presidency Counselor led him to a few confrontations/discussions with General Authorities and a later meeting at Church Headquarters where they discussed Evan’s progressive beliefs on LGBTQ matters.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1667 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1668 · watch
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Tennessee Mormon Bishop Confronts Stake President
Join us today as we interview Tennessee Mormon Bishop Nathan Hinckley as he shares with us: 1) his recent LDS faith deconstruction, 2) how he shared his thoughts on the internet, leading to an invitation to meet with is LDS Stake President, and 3) the surprising outcome of their “confrontation.” Thumbnail Credits: Main image provided
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Why People Leave the LDS Church and How We Can Help
In this screencast recorded early in Mormon Stories’ history, John Dehlin introduces himself as a fifth- or sixth-generation Mormon and a descendant of Ezra Taft Benson who was, at the time, still active in the church and serving as an Elders Quorum instructor, then lays out why people leave the LDS Church and what family
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Escaping the NXIVM Cult – Sarah Edmondson & Nippy Ames
Sarah and Nippy share their paths to regaining control of their own minds and bodies to face the hard truth about what they used to believe–and how they turn that devastation into a united determination to expose Keith for what he really is to the world.
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The Real Housewives of Salt Lake City – Heather Gay and Dre Nord
Recently I was super fortunate to sit down with reality tv stars Heather Gay and Dre Nord – who are both currently appearing on BravoTV’s “Real Housewives of Salt Lake City.” In this three-part series, we focus on Heather and Dre’s life experiences within the context of Mormonism (and Utah Mormonism).
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1370 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1371 · watch
- Show notes, audio and transcript
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Top 5 Secrets Exposed by Mormon Critic Sandra Tanner (w/ @NemotheMormon)
Join ExMormon G.O.A.T. Sandra Tanner, U.K. ExMormon YouTube sensation @NemotheMormon, and John Dehlin as we review Top 5 of Sandra and Jerald Tanner’s top contributions to Mormon history.
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My Mormon Mission Left Me Disabled, Coming Out to Husband as Lesbian – Lauren Rogers
Part 1: My Mormon Mission Left Me Disabled – Lauren Rodgers (#1481) Lauren Rogers is our guest today for this epic two-part Mormon Stories interview. After suffering through a restrictive diet, harassment, and medical neglect on her Mormon mission to Chile, Lauren found herself permanently disabled as she made her way back home to the US.
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- Part 2, episode 1482 · watch
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Losing Faith as a BYU Professor – Louisa Killian
After her marriage to a “worthy” priesthood-holding Returned Missionary goes south when her husband is arrested for fraud, Louisa Killian finds love & equality in a relationship outside of the Church and a fulfilling career teaching dance at BYU.
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1699 · watch
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Devout Mormon Couple Leaves the Church – Clare and Jackson Adams
Welcome to Mormon Stories, where we share journeys of faith, doubt, and healing in and out of the Mormon Church. Through candid conversations, we explore the emotional, psychological, and spiritual impact of growing up in a high-demand religion and what it means to navigate life after a faith transition.
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Lori Vallow Dateline Interview – Mormons Respond
This week, convicted murderer and former Mormon mother Lori Vallow sat down for an exclusive interview with NBC’s Dateline, speaking with journalist Keith Morrison about her case. Vallow, along with her husband Chad Daybell, was convicted for the 2019 murders of her two children, Tylee and J.J.
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Top 5 Myths and Truths about Why Committed Mormons Leave the Church
I created this video/presentation for two reasons: To dispel any misunderstandings about why people leave the church (and what happens to them when they do). I’ve been wanting to update my “Why people leave the LDS church” youtube video for some time to include the results from the “Why Mormons Question” survey.
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Executive Secretary to LDS General Authorities Speaks Out – Camille Jones
Part 1: Serving a Mission at Historic Mormon Sites – What I Wish I Would’ve Known – Camille Jones p.1 (#1477) Are Mormon missionaries who lead tours at historic church sites like those across upstate New York told to teach false information about the church’s founding?
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1478 · watch
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Mormon Bishop Melts Down – Jared and Camille Johnson
In this powerful and deeply personal interview, Jared and Camille share their intertwined experiences within the Mormon Church, from their early faith and leadership roles to their eventual departure. Jared’s story begins with his upbringing in a devoted LDS family, his basketball career, and his mission in Chile under leaders like Jeffrey Holland and Brad
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Our Adult Mormon Daughter Lost Her Faith! w/ Neal & Christa Rackleff
In this emotional and deeply honest episode, Eve and her parents, Neal and Christa, share their powerful story of faith, devotion, awakening, and transformation. Raised in a multi-generational Mormon household, Eve and her family lived and breathed the teachings of the LDS Church—until the cracks began to show.
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My “Wicked” Mormon Journey – Abbie Clark
In this episode, we explore one woman’s powerful journey of faith, identity, and self-discovery as she navigates life within—and ultimately beyond—the Mormon Church. Growing up in a devout LDS family in Utah, she thrived in the Church, excelling in music, theater, and religious devotion.
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David Archuleta’s Mom Tells Her Mormon Story – Lupe Bartholomew
Lupe Bartholomew is the mother of American Idol finalist David Archuleta, and until last year she was a devout, orthodox Mormon. She sits down with John Dehlin and Gerardo Sumano to tell her story, starting in Honduras, where she grew up Catholic before her mother went looking for a new church.
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Copywriter for LDS Church Speaks Out – Linda and Savannah Clyde
Join us today for our epic interview with an awesome mother and daughter duo, Linda and Savannah Clyde. Growing up in a mixed-faith Mormon home, Linda worked through the resentment she felt towards her father’s lack of belief in the church with beautiful results.
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1450 · watch
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My Mormon Family Fell Apart – Kelsey Edwards
Thumbnail Credits: Main image provided by Kelsey Edwards; Background image of the Salt Lake Temple by Francisco Kjolseth Content Warning: Disordered Eating, Drug Addiction National Eating Disorder Helpline: 1-800-931-2237 National Eating Disorders Association Website Kelsey Edwards has a unique upbringing as a child actor who was homeschooled by her Mormon parents.
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1705 · watch
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Mormon Relief Society President Resigns – Jennifer Jeppson Wilson
Jennifer Wilson shares her deeply personal journey from growing up in a devout Mormon family to questioning, deconstructing, and ultimately leaving her faith. She opens up about her family’s polygamist history, her mission experience, marriage, leadership roles in the church, and the struggles that came with navigating faith transitions.
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My Relief Society Presidency Nightmare – Lori Young
In a gripping and vulnerable interview, Lori takes us on her journey of being raised in a picture-perfect Mormon household, only to find herself betrayed by the misogynistic teachings and practices of the Church. As a feminist trapped in a patriarchal system, she recounts the jarring experience of going through the temple for the first
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A Bishop’s Family Questions Mormonism – Kelly & Kayla Mikesell
Warning: This episode contains discussions of self-harm. Kelly and Kayla Mikesell are a dynamic step-mother/daughter pair. Only recently did Kelly start to investigate the troubling issues with Mormon history that had been eating away at her children.
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The Excommunication of Leah and Cody Young
Join us now on Mormon Stories Podcast as we interview Leah and Cody Young about their recent excommunication. The backstory: A year and a half ago Leah and Cody began learning about the problems with the LDS church’s truth claims. This launched them and their family into a faith crises, leaving them without support or
4 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1099 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1100 · watch
- Part 4, episode 1101 · watch
- Part 5, episode 1102 · watch
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When Your Mormon Child is Abused by a Church Member – Jared and Ashley Jones
Discover the heart-wrenching story of Jared and Ashley Jones as they bravely shed light on the sensitive issue of child abuse within the Mormon community. In this eye-opening interview, they delve into Jared’s Mormon upbringing and the damaging effects of constant messages about pornography and sexual sin.
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- Part 2, episode 1768 · watch
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Doubting as a Mormon Missionary and in Early Marriage – Dallin Seely (@TheDashleys)
Dallin Seely from YouTube channel @TheDashleys grew up as a multigenerational Mormon. When he was seven years old, his father passed away from stomach cancer. Despite this tragedy, the church provided a lot of support to him and his family.
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Expelled from BYU for Having Sex – Star Athlete vs Female Student – Kelly Trust
Content warning on this episode for strong sexual themes and profanity. Is there a double standard at BYU when divvying out punishments to athletes vs students who break the honor code? Mormon Stories producer and co-host Carah Burrell takes the reins on this intense episode as lead interviewer of our guest Kelly Trust as we
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Losing Mormon Millennials with Tanner and Samantha (ZelphOnTheShelf.com) Ep. 573-574:
In this episode we interview Tanner Gilliland and Samantha Snyder. Tanner was raised as an orthodox Mormon in Flagstaff, Arizona. Samantha converted to the LDS Church in the U.K.
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- Part 2, episode 574 · watch
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Currently-Serving Mormon Bishop Loses Faith in Mormonism: Zane and Tina Beard
Tina’s upbringing in the Mormon Church seemed uneventful until she had a troubling temple experience that made her question whether it was a cult. Zane, initially attracted to Tina’s spirituality, went through his own faith crisis after reading anti-Mormon literature but eventually had a “spiritual experience” reaffirming his belief in the church.
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Lindsay Hansen Park’s Year of Polygamy
Lindsay Hansen Park had just finished her Year of Polygamy podcast when she sat down with John Dehlin in front of a standing-room-only crowd at the Community of Christ chapel in Salt Lake City, and she is candid about how the project changed her: the first episode promised listeners “it’s gonna be okay,” and by
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The 2021 Mormon Purge Continues: TikTokkers Neesha and Kyle Brost
As the COVID pandemic begins to slow in Spring of 2021, we are seeing a surge in vocal Mormon church members being summoned to disciplinary councils for excommunication on the charges of apostasy. Last week Natasha Helfer was excommunicated from the Mormon church for nothing less than advocating for ethical mental health and sexuality.
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Hidden True Crime’s Lauren Matthias Pt. 1 – Early Years & Journalism Career
In this powerful and emotional episode, journalist Lauren tells her Mormon story publicly for the first time. Known for covering others’ experiences—including the high-profile Lori Vallow Daybell trial—Lauren now opens up about her own journey through faith, trauma, resilience, and healing.
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Graduated BYU and Resigned Immediately – Ryan Huey
What would compel a BYU student to resign from the Church immediately after graduation? Join us today as we explore this question and more with our guest, Ryan Huey. Ryan was raised in Missouri as one of six children in a very devout Mormon family.
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Lying for the Lord: The Paul H. Dunn Scandal
Paul H. Dunn is one of the most beloved General Authorities in the history of the Mormon church. His vast popularity was based on his uncanny ability to tell gripping stories in General Conference, in firesides, in over a dozen books, and on cassette tapes about his time as a professional baseball player with the
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Mormon Seminary Teacher Resigned LAST WEEK & Tells Us Why – Riley Davis
Today we are continuing our series of interviews with LDS Church Education System employees. Today’s guest is extra special, as he resigned from his seminary teaching position just days before the filming of this episode! Riley Davis was born into the church and grew up in a very traditional Mormon family in Utah.
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Mormons Meet Bible Scholar – Bart Ehrman
Today, we are very excited to have back on the podcast Bible scholar and best selling author, Bart Ehrman! Bart has very recently retired as a professor from the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, and he is here with us today to “meet the Mormons” and answer questions on the Old Testament, New
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From Mormon to Evangelical Christian to ex-Christian – Rachel Wunderli
Rachel Wunderli tells John Dehlin and Jenn her story across two parts: born into a moderately active Mormon family on the east coast, the oldest of seven (three of her siblings were later adopted), Rachel found that growing up outside Utah meant less scrutiny and shame around her religion than she saw once the family
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- Part 2, episode 1612 · watch
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Toxic Mormon Family Systems-Ari & Adam
Ari talks about growing up in the picture perfect Mormon family, and how it all crumbled when she was excommunicated from that family for speaking out against abuse. In this episode, we discuss how Ari lost her faith in the church when she realized that it, too was rooted in abuse and lies, and set on excommunicating those who spoke out against those things.
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When A Mormon Bishop Falls In Love with a Single Mother – Matthew & Elizabeth Shakespear
Part 1: What Happens When a Mormon Bishop Loses His Faith – Matthew & Elizabeth Shakespear Pt. 1 Part 2: What Happens When a Mormon Bishop & Single Mom Fall in Love? – Matthew & Elizabeth Shakespear Pt.
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- Part 2, episode 1413 · watch
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ExMo Lex – Lexi McDonald
Today I am so excited to share my interview with the incredible Lexi McDonald – YouTube’s ExMo Lex! Tune in as we discuss Lexi’s personal Mormon story, her faith transition away from the LDS church, and the birth of her highly successful Social Media platform, ExMo Lex.
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Chelsea and Nick Homer – Finding Community Outside of Mormonism
Chelsea and Nick Homer were both raised as devout Utah Mormons – with all the good and bad this entailed, and both were equally determined to have the perfect Mormon marriage and family. After meeting at BYU and an extended, careful courtship, Chelsea and Nick were married in the Bountiful temple.
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Loving & Leaving Mormonism – Lizzy & Spencer Bean
Mormon Stories viewers are in for a treat with this series of episodes as we interview married couple Lizzy and Spencer Bean. In part one, we dive into Lizzy’s story and unique upbringing as just one of two siblings in a Mormon family with convert parents in Upstate New York.
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- Part 2, episode 1559 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1560 · watch
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Mormon Temple Worker Loses Faith – Michelle Clyde
Michelle Clyde shares her journey of faith transition within the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Growing up in Springville, Utah, she became more progressive in her views after her friend started the first gay-straight alliance in Utah County.
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A Mormon Seminary Teachers Loses His Faith – Marc Oslund
Join us today as we kick off our three-part interview with former baseball player and LDS seminary teacher, Marc Oslund. Fascinating for so many reasons, I believe this is one of the most important Mormon Stories Podcast episodes I’ve ever released.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1424 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1425 · watch
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LDS Bishop Adam and Marlana Hughes – Leaving Mormonism in Tucson, Arizona
Twelve years ago Adam Hughes was serving as a Mormon bishop in Northern Arizona, and Marlana was a stay-at-home Mormon mother of four. Last year, Adam and Marlana were still active, believing, orthodox Mormons living in Tucson, Arizona.
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Edward Kimball, Son of Spencer W. Kimball
In this 2-part interview (audio and video), I speak with Edward L. Kimball: son of the late LDS Prophet Spencer W. Kimball.
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- Part 2, episode 138 · watch
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Nashville Mormon Story: Darian and Jennifer Ellsworth Rogers
From basketball dreams deferred to navigating faith crises, Darren and Jennifer Rogers share their journey out of Mormonism and into a new paradigm of parenting. With candid insights about gender roles, sexual shame, and the struggle to find identity beyond the church, this couple offers hope for those questioning their beliefs.
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My Dad Ruined My Mormon Wedding w/ Kayli & Nathan Hinckley
In this powerful, raw, and emotional conversation, Nathan Hinckley and his daughter Kayli open up about their journey through Mormonism — from deep devotion to painful disillusionment — and how faith, family, and unexpected truths collided at one of the most sacred moments: Kayli’s wedding.
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Leaving the Jehovah’s Witnesses – JT and Lady Cee
JT & Lady Cee were raised as Jehovah’s Witnesses from the age of five years old. Lady Cee was a regular pioneer and went to serve where the need is great with her pioneer partners. JT served at Brooklyn Bethel and was an elder in the local congregation.
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- Part 2, episode 1429 · watch
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Leaving Mormonism Because of Racism – Channel Achenbach
Fans of Mormon stories will be familiar with Channel Achenbach, who has been a guest on LDS Discussions’ Race & the Priesthood Part 1 and Part 2, Gender Discrimination in the Mormon Church with John Larsen, and Mormon Leader Ahmad Corbitt Condemns Activism Towards the LDS Church or they may know her from her tiktok channel, @Bettenoir4.
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- Part 2, episode 1713 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1714 · watch
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Tyler Glenn of Neon Trees
Tyler Glenn is best known as the lead singer of the multi-platinum alternative pop band Neon Trees. Tyler was raised LDS/Mormon in Temecula, California. After discovering a love for music in high school and serving an LDS mission, Tyler moved to Provo, UT with his buddy Chris to form Neon Trees (named after the trees on
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- Part 2, episode 632 · watch
- Part 3, episode 633 · watch
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From TBM to RFM – Radio Free Mormon Discusses his Transition from Mormon Apologist to Non-Believer
Beloved podcaster Radio Free Mormon shares his reflections with John and Gerardo on how the transition from Mormon apologist to a non-believer and critic of the LDS Church. Watch “From TBM to RFM Part 2” here. Show Notes: Radio Free Mormon Mormonism Live, co-hosted with Bill Reel Mormon Stories episode featuring Radio Free Mormon
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Born-Again Mormon Shawn McCraney
In this episode I interview Shawn McCraney, author of “I was a Born-again Mormon” and host of “Heart of the Matter“, a controversial weekly Christian TV show geared towards LDS Church members. In part 1, Shawn discusses his born again experience, and makes his best case for why LDS Church members should also seek to
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- Part 2, episode 127 · watch
- Part 3, episode 128 · watch
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Jeanne and Jason Booth on Losing Your Faith as Bishop and Bishop’s Wife
What would cause a sitting Mormon bishop and his wife to lose their testimonies while he is serving as bishop – leading him to resign as bishop? Jeanne and Jason’s story is another in a series of episodes where we interview past Mormon bishops.
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 965 · watch
- Part 3, episode 966 · watch
- Part 4, episode 967 · watch
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Leah, Cody, and Brinley Young – From Fear Into Joy
Join us now on Mormon Stories Podcast for our interview with Leah, Cody, and Brinley Young. In these first segments of this epic interview, Leah and Cody discuss: Their lives growing up in devout (though divorced) LDS families. Getting married, and having children while Cody was attending medical school.
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1045 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1046 · watch
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A Mexican Mormon Story – Gerardo
Join us for Part 1 of our interview with Gerardo who is a dear friend of the podcast! Growing up in an orthodox Mormon home, his story gives a unique perspective on the church in Mexico and the “Lamanite ancestry” that plays into the testimony of many of the members in Latin America.
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- Part 2, episode 1440 · watch
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Radio Free Mormon
While in Seattle, Washington this past week, we were excited to finally put a face to the voice that so many in the post- and progressive-Mormon world have come to know—by interviewing the host of the Radio Free Mormon podcast of the family of Mormon Discussions podcasts.
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The Faith Journey of an Ultra-Orthodox, Utah County Mormon Mom – Gretchen Day
After being raised by an orthodox Mormon mother and a “redneck, somewhat Jack Mormon Pioneer stock dad,” Gretchen Day decided that she was going to be an “all in” Mormon mother. After getting engaged at age 19 (as a BYU Freshman), Gretchen went on to get married in the LDS temple, and to fulfill many
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Former Top-Level Scientology Official – Mike Rinder
Join us today on Mormon Stories Podcast as we interview Mike Rinder – former top-level Scientology Executive. Mike was raised a Scientologist, knew L. Ron Hubbard personally, and became David Miscavige’s “right hand man” as he lead Scientology’s “Office of Special Affairs” (OSA).
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Losing Faith As a Grandchild of an Apostle – Greg Gerritsen
Join us for this 2-part interview with pilot Greg Gerritsen – grandson of the late and much believed Mormon or LDS Church apostle Joseph B. Wirthlin. In this series, Greg shares with us many fascinating stories about his experiences with his grandfather.
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- Part 2, episode 1662 · watch
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Mormon Convert Resigns – Liz Lambson
Liz Lambson is a Korean/African American artist, musician, and writer, and – along with her spouse Sam – is a parent to five boys residing in Salt Lake City. Liz performs as a string bassist with the Ballet West Orchestra as well as the children’s singer-songwriter Lizzy Luna, the creator of the music-and-movement program Yoga
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- Part 2, episode 1724 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1725 · watch
- Part 4, episode 1726 · watch
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Alpine Utah Mormon Youth Rescue with Brad Wilcox
You’ve heard of The Swedish Rescue, right? Our Mormon Stories inbox had an influx of incensed Latter-day Saints across all spectrums of belief last night as Brad Wilcox gave a fireside talk that we’re calling “The Alpine Utah Mormon Youth Rescue.” Just like the LDS church’s response to the wave of apostasy in 2012 affecting
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Jeremy Runnells, author of “Letter to a CES Director, Threatened with Excommunication (Press Conference)
On February 8, 2016, Jeremy Runnells (previously interviewed on Mormon Stories) received notice from his stake president, Mark Ivins, that he would face excommunication (an LDS disciplinary council) on February 14, 2016 for publishing his “Letter to a CES Director.” Jeremy’s original press release, announcing this decision, can be found here.
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Why Young Women are Leaving the Mormon Church – Caroline Barrow
Caroline Barrow was raised in a typical Mormon household in Louisiana. While she was a faithful believer in the Church, she always had questions about certain teachings but was often encouraged to halt her critical thinking on these issues.
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Carah Burrell – TikTok’s “Nuancehoe”
Join me today as I interview Carah Burrell (TikTok’s “Nuancehoe”) who has quickly became one of the most notable (and hilarious) ex-Mormons on social media right now! In addition to her great success on TikTok, Carah also has a very interesting Mormon story – from her unique upbringing in the church, to her experiences navigating
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How the Book of Mormon was Created – Dan Vogel
In our final segments with renowned Joseph Smith historian Dan Vogel, author of Joseph Smith: The Making of a Prophet, we focus our attention on the creation of the Book of Mormon. Through his extensive research, Dan theorizes that the Book of Mormon is a tangible artifact giving insight into Joseph Smith’s state of mind, and
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- Part 2, episode 1057 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1058 · watch
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A Former Mormon Bishop and His Family from New Mexico Face Excommunication for Apostasy – Jared, Gwen, & Madison Lusk
Join us now on Mormon Stories Podcast as we interview Jared, Gwen, and Madison Lusk. This episode is a continuation in our series highlight former Mormon bishops and their families who have experienced a faith crisis. Jared is set to be excommunicated on June 30th, 2019 for apostasy.
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Finding Joy After My Mormon Dream Collapsed – Allison Shiffler
Join us today as John and Margi interview Allison Shiffler. Raised in a part-member family, Allison faced struggles with body image, bulimia, and the perfectionism in Mormon culture. She went through two disciplinary councils questioning her worthiness.
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Deconstructing Mormon God – Celeste Davis
John and Margi as they interview spiritual director, Celeste Davis. Celeste was born and raised in the church, went to BYU, served a mission in Slovenia, and married in the temple. For many years Celeste wrote for the Church’s official blog and, as of today, those articles can still be found there.
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- Part 2, episode 1793 · watch
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Honest Conversation with Mormon Bishop – Bishop Moroni Ortiz
Today we break new ground on Mormon Stories Podcast – we are interviewing a currently serving Mormon bishop who no longer believes in the core truth claims of the Mormon church (e.g. that it is the “one true church,” that the Book of Mormon is historical, that Joseph Smith as a prophet in the way we are taught, in paying tithing, etc).
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Donna Showalter: The Faith Crisis of a Former Provo, Utah Relief Society President
What could cause one of the Mormon church’s “best and brightest” women to lose their faith in the church? For part 2 of this interview with Donna Showalter, we will hear how an east bench, Provo, Utah Mormon mother, former Relief Society President, former Stake Young Women’s President, and BYU employee navigated her Mormon faith crisis.
4 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1151 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1152 · watch
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- Part 5, episode 1154 · watch
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Mormon Mom Identity Explosion – Fran Grover
In this powerful conversation, Fran Grover shares her deeply personal journey of faith, grief, and transformation. Raised in an orthodox Mormon family, Fran’s story is one of navigating rigid religious expectations, personal loss, and ultimately, self-empowerment.
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Ellee Duke and Auz Engemann – Our Mormon Story
Singer songwriter Ellee Duke and her husband Auz Engemann share what life was like growing up in affluent (even idyllic) Mormon communities (Provo and Draper, Utah) and why they decided to eventually distance themselves from The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.
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- Part 2, episode 1625 · watch
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Heaven’s Gate: Dissecting Cult Mentality w/ Randy Bell
Content warning: this episode discusses suicide in detail. Randy Bell, who has worked professional cases involving high-control groups, walks John Dehlin through the story of Heaven’s Gate, the group that ended with 39 members dead by mass suicide in 1997, using photos, timelines, and the group’s own recruitment videos.
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Child Bride Under Warren Jeffs – Ceci Hendrickson
In this episode of Mormon Stories Podcast, we sit down with Ceci Hendrickson, who shares her story of growing up in the FLDS Church before the rise of Warren Jeffs and witnessing how the church transformed under his leadership. Warren Jeffs was once her high school principal, long before he became the self-proclaimed prophet of
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Mormon Bishop Resigns From The Pulpit
Join us as we discuss a Mormon Bishop giving up his calling from the pulpit during a church meeting, the church in Australia, the Church’s new resource for talking to those in a faith crisis, and more!
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Received the Second Anointing, then Left Mormonism – Tom Phillips (MS Classic)
In this compelling rebroadcast, we revisit John Dehlin’s 2012 interview with Tom Phillips, a U.K. convert and former LDS stake president whose close friendships with LDS leaders like Harold Hillam, Gordon Hinkley, Russel Ballard, and Jeffrey Holland likely led to the invitation to receive the religion’s most exclusive ordinance, the Second Anointing.
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David Archuleta’s Mormon Story w/ Apostle M. Russell Ballard
In this powerful and deeply personal episode, we sit down with David Archuleta to discuss his new memoir, Devout: Losing My Faith to Find Myself. David opens up about his life inside of Mormonism, his rise to fame on American Idol, his mission, his relationship with Church leaders, and the long, painful journey toward self-acceptance
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The Man Behind the CES Letter – Jeremy Runnells (Rebroadcast)
Join us today as we rebroadcast the story of the man behind the famous CES Letter: Jeremy Runnells. In February 2012, Jeremy Runnels experienced a crisis of faith, which subsequently led to a faith transition in the summer of 2012. In the spring of 2013, Jeremy was approached and asked by a Church Education System
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Another Ex-Mormon Podcaster Ex-Communicated – Landon Brophy
Another Mormon podcaster has been excommunicated for apostasy. In this episode, Landon Brophy of the Mormonish Podcat joins us to share his full Mormon story –from devoted BYU-bound Eagle Scout, missionary, seminary teacher, bishopric member, and military chaplain path… to publicly questioning church truth-claims and ultimately being excommunicated by the LDS Church.
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I Declined My Mormon Mission Call – Benson Lawson
This week, we’re sitting down with Benson Lawson, who made the bold decision to decline his Mormon mission call. In the LDS community, serving a mission is often seen as non-negotiable—an expectation placed on nearly every young man.
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Evil Changed Me: Lauren Matthias on True Crime Journalism and Mormon Faith – Pt. 2
In this intimate follow-up episode, journalist Lauren continues her powerful story—this time focusing on her path from reporter to advocate, wife, and co-founder of Hidden True Crime. Lauren shares the deeply personal journey that brought her to Dr.
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My Mormon Truth Crisis as an Attorney – Justin Sweeney
Welcome to Mormon Stories, where we explore the personal journeys of those examining their faith, history, and identity within Mormonism. In this episode, John sits down with immigration attorney Justin Sweeney, a lifelong LDS member who recently stepped away from church leadership.
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Stories from a CES Director, Mission President, and Trustee for Deseret Trust Company – Roger Hendrix PT. 1
In this edition of Mormon Stories we visit with Roger Hendrix – possibly the highest ranking and most well-connected LDS church leader interviewed on Mormon Stories Podcast to date. In these 5 episodes we cover his experience growing up in the LDS Church in Southern California in the 1950s and 60s, his ascent through church leadership
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- Part 2, episode 920 · watch
- Part 3, episode 921 · watch
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Threatened with Excommunication TWICE in Tennessee – Todd and Lindsay McCormick
Lindsay and Todd McCormick, a couple from Knoxville, Tennessee, share their powerful and emotional journey navigating faith, doubt, and community pressure within the LDS Church. From their musical Mormon upbringing and successful business ventures to being threatened twice with excommunication, this interview dives deep into the cost of questioning and choosing authenticity over conformity.
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How I Lost Faith in Mormonism: Summur-Rayn Berrett
Pt 1: Returning to Mormonism after Falling Away What happens when a multiracial woman raised in a loving family that valued advocacy, positivity, and education joins the Mormon church? Summur’s fascinating journey takes you from her NFL player father desegregating a team, to her mother fiercely protecting her from bullies and racism.
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- Part 2, episode 1888 · watch
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New Temples Veil Mormonism’s Decline – Simon Southerton
Join John, Gerardo, and Simon Southerton to discuss Simon’s latest research into declining growth in the worldwide LDS Church. Simon is an Australian geneticist, who was serving as Mormon bishop when he discovered that Indigenous Americans are not descended from the Israelites, as the Book of Mormon teaches, but, rather, DNA indicates their ancestors
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Carol Lynn Pearson – Mormon Author, Poet, Playwright, Feminist, and Philosopher
Carol Lynn Pearson is the author of a 1986 memoir, Goodbye, I Love You, about the death of her gay husband from AIDS.Her musical, My Turn on Earth, is among the most successful Mormon musicals of all time.Carol Lynn is an advocate for women and LGBTQ+ Mormons.
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- Part 2, episode 174 · watch
- Part 3, episode 175 · watch
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A Brazilian Mormon Story: Marcelo and Sandra Ribeiro
In this episode Marcelo and Sandra share their remarkable journey as members of the Mormon church from Brazil. Raised Catholic, they embraced Mormonism in their late teens and early twenties. Marcelo served a mission, and after their marriage, he took on significant church roles including bishop and stake president by his early thirties.
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My Mormon Bishop Dad was Excommunicated for Polygamy – Laurel Hell
In this raw and emotional deep-dive, Laurel shares her powerful story of growing up in an extremely orthodox Mormon household as the youngest of eight children. From uncovering her Danish-Mormon ancestry to dealing with abuse, purity culture, and her father’s secret polygamist “revelation” that led to his excommunication, Laurel reflects on how early trauma, sexual
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Clark Johnsen – From BYU to Broadway’s Book of Mormon Musical
In this hilarious and touching episode of Mormon Stories, John Dehlin interviews Clark Johnsen, an original cast member in the hit Broadway musical, The Book of Mormon. In part one, Clark shares his experience as a young gay Mormon coming from a conservative LDS background, his mission to Mexico, and how he and his family came to terms
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- Part 2, episode 519 · watch
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Doctor Threatened by LDS Leaders for Helping Doubting Mormons – Coy Johnston
Today we sit down with Coy Johnston, a longtime active member of the LDS Church, to explore what it looks like to question Mormonism without completely walking away. Coy grew up in Mesa, Arizona, served a mission in England, became a doctor, and spent his life deeply involved in the church.
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Mormon Family Leaves Church After 40 Years of Faith – Kevin and Jennifer Lundquist
In this powerful and deeply personal episode, Kevin and Jennifer open up about their lifelong journey within the Mormon faith, their eventual faith transition, and the profound ways in which it shaped their understanding of love, family, and authenticity.
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My Mormon Adoption Miracle? – Andrew Fish
Join us for an in-depth interview with Andrew Fish as he shares his story of adoption, faith, and self-discovery. Andrew reflects on his family’s journey, from his parents’ struggle to adopt, to his biological mother’s decision to place him for adoption, and his upbringing within the Mormon Church.
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Mormon Missionary Held Against Her Will – Hailey Walser
Why are so many young Mormons leaving the Church? Today, we’re joined by Hailey Walser to explore that question through the lens of her own Mormon story. Hailey was raised in the Church in Alaska, where growing up Mormon looked very different from the experience many members have in Utah.
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Clay Christensen Threatened with Excommunication for his Podcast Interview
In December, 2015 Mormon Stories Podcast interviewed Clay Christensen and his brother-in-law Matt Elggren about Matt’s loss of LDS faith in 2003, and Clay’s subsequent loss of faith in October, 2015 after 50 years active LDS membership, and after 7 years as a high-level LDS Church employee.
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How a Davis, CA Bishop and his Family Navigate(d) a Mormon Faith Crisis – The Purves Family
For this epic episode of Mormon Stories Podcast, we travel to Davis, California to visit with the Purves family as they share their unique experience with a Mormon Faith Crisis. This interview continues our series exploring how a Mormon bishop, his wife, and their family could end up experiencing a Mormon Faith Crisis.
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- Part 2, episode 1121 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1122 · watch
- Part 4, episode 1123 · watch
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My Mormon Mission to Russia Almost Broke Me
In this deeply vulnerable and wide-ranging conversation, Kyson Dana shares his story of growing up Mormon, serving a mission in Russia, and the lifelong psychological, spiritual, and physical consequences that followed. What was supposed to be the “best two years” of his life became the most traumatic –shaping his identity, mental health, and eventual departure
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Born into Scientology – Claire and Marc Headley
Prepare yourself for an EPIC non-Mormon story! This week we are introducing Claire and Marc Headley, who were born into the Church of Scientology and have a remarkable escape story that we are excited to share with you. Both Claire and Marc were members of the Sea Organization within Scientology, where the church’s elite-level leaders
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Mormon Family Struggles with Mental Health – Lance & Brandee Heppler
Lance and Brandee Heppler as they share their personal journeys in Mormonism and delve into mental health challenges they faced as they tried to be good Mormon parents. In this episode, Lance talks about his orthodox upbringing in Oregon, serving his mission in South Carolina, and his panic of finding someone to marry before graduating from BYU.
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- Part 2, episode 1747 · watch
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LDS Apostasy Bubble Chart / Enemies List – John Dehlin, Kate Kelly, Denver Snuffer
In this episode, an all-star panel reviews a recently leaked presentation created by the quorum of the twelve apostles of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. The presentation is entitled “Area Business Weekends,” is dated December 8, 2015, and lays out the process for local LDS stakes and areas to request special training meetings
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Therapist Combats Mormon Sexual Shame – Erika Nordfelt
Welcome to Mormon Stories, where we explore the personal journeys of individuals navigating faith transitions, healing, and self-discovery. In this episode, Mormon therapist Erika Nordfelt shares her powerful journey from a devout Mormon upbringing to finding her own path outside the Church.
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Seventh-day Adventism vs. Mormonism – Melissa Duge Spiers
For the first time on Mormon Stories Podcast, we’re diving into the world of Seventh-day Adventism. John sits down with Melissa Spiers, a former Seventh-day Adventist, to explore the history, beliefs, culture, and practices of the SDA Church—and to compare them with Mormonism along the way.
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Mormon Wife Loses Faith, Husband is Elder’s Quorum President – Devlyn and Randy Day
What happens when one spouse loses their faith while the other is serving as an Elder’s Quorum President? In this episode of Mormon Stories, Devlyn and Randy Day share their remarkable journey through one of the most difficult challenges a Mormon marriage can face: a mixed-faith relationship.
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A Tongan Mormon Story – Saane Siale
Dehlin is joined by Tongan Mormon, Saane Siale, with special guests Nate Byrd from BYU’s Black Menaces, and Beau Oyler, her former Bishop, as they delve into the unique experiences and challenges faced by racial minorities within Mormonism.
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- Part 2, episode 1772 · watch
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Perfectionist Mormon Missionary Sent Home Early From Brazil – Debora Meireles Ling
Today, Debora Meireles Ling joins John and Margi to share her journey growing up in a deeply orthodox LDS family in Brazil, where Mormonism shaped nearly every part of her life. As a teenager, Debora felt intense pressure to live the gospel perfectly and struggled with perfectionism as she tried to meet the expectations placed
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I Sued the Mormon Church to Get My Tithing Back – James Huntsman
In this episode, we take a deep dive into the high-profile lawsuit filed by James Huntsman against the LDS Church concerning Mormon tithing funds. We explore his motivations, family background, and the broader implications of his legal battle.
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Natasha Helfer’s Apostasy Trial for Sexual Health Advocacy
Join us now as we interview Marriage and Sex therapist Natasha Helfer as she discusses her pending Mormon disciplinary council for apostasy. Natasha Helfer’s membership council is taking place on April 18th at 7:30 pm central time zone.
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Suffering Abuse in the Shadow of Mormon Prophets – Christine Burton
Christine Carol Robinson Burton is the niece of the late Mormon prophet Gordon B. Hinckley, and the daughter of Oliver Preston Robinson and Christine Hinckley Robinson. Christine’s father, Preston or “Pres” was a prominent professor of advertising a the University of Utah, general manager of the Deseret News Publishing Company and editor of the Deseret
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The Future of Mormonism – Roger Hendrix
Returning Mormon Stories Podcast guest, Roger Hendrix, is a former LDS Bishop, Mission President, and CES director, and was also called by Gorden B. Hinkley as a Trustee for the Deseret Trust Company for 18 years. And as if that weren’t enough, Roger also worked as a business Management Consultant for 35 years, and did
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D. Michael Quinn – 21st Century Mormon Enigma
On August 12th, 2011 Mormon Stories held an event in honor and celebration of Mormon Historian D. Michael Quinn. Michael Quinn is undoubtedly one of the most important historical figures in 20th and 21st century Mormonism.
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- Part 2, episode 286 · watch
- Part 3, episode 287 · watch
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Mike Brown – Examining Mormon Truth Claims
Today we interview Mike Brown. Mike is interesting and important to Mormon Stories Podcast for a number of reasons. 1) Mike has a compelling story of how Mormon Truth Claims deeply affected his relationship to the church.
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- Part 2, episode 1208 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1209 · watch
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Why I Stay Mormon in 2025 – Proving Contraries w/ Dave McKenzie
After being inspired by the Mormon Stories Paul brothers episode, Dave courageously shares his powerful journey through faith, family struggles, and self-discovery. From his upbringing in a traditional Mormon household to navigating complex questions about church history, LGBTQ+ issues, and personal loss, Dave’s story is one of resilience and hope.
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Truth Seeking with Hans and Birgitta Mattsson
Join us for our highly anticipated follow-up interview with both Hans and Birgitta Mattsson during our recent trip to Sweden to visit with those who attended the original “Swedish Rescue” fireside in November, 2010. Our first interview with Hans and Birgitta was released on July 22, 2013 and is noted as one of our most
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- Part 2, episode 985 · watch
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Examining Mormon Mind Control – Recovering Agency w/ Luna Lindsey Corbden
John Dehlin interviews Luna Lindsey Corbden, author of Recovering Agency: Lifting the Veil of Mormon Mind Control, which employs the tools of social psychology to identify ways in which the Mormon Church uses coercive techniques often associated with high demand religions (also referred to as cults).
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- Part 2, episode 1444 · watch
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Leaving the LDS Church as a Young Adult in the U.K. – Douglas Stilgoe
As part of our ongoing series on 21st century Mormonism outside of the United States, today we interview Douglas Stilgoe. Douglas is a 23 year old, 3rd generation Mormon raised in Warwickshire, England (Coventry England Stake). Douglas’ story is interesting for many reasons: He discusses life as a Mormon in the UK in the
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My Troubled Teen Center Nightmare – Becky Loveless Pt 1
Listen to this episode Becky Loveless shares her personal story of growing up in a devout Mormon family and community. She discusses the immense pressure she felt to be perfect and avoid any behavior considered sinful.
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Leah, Cody, and Brinley Young – A Teen’s Perspective on Faith Transition
In a Mormon Stories first, Leah and Cody Young’s daughter, Brinley (15), joins us in the final segments of our epic interview with the Young family to discuss her family’s Mormon journey from a teen perspective. We conclude this interview by discussing how the Young family managed to turn a situation that felt like a
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A Mormon Mom Tries Mushrooms – Stephanie Brinkerhoff
Join John, Margi, and Samantha Shelley us as we explore the story of what would lead a super-faithful and believing Mormon mother of three to try psychedelic mushrooms (psilocybin) for the first time…and what happened next. Stephanie can be found on instagram as @stephanieannagain.
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Growing up as a Mormon Prepper – Emma Pt. 1
Join John and Carah as they discuss with Emma what it was like to grow up in a “Mormon Prepper” household. Since the founding of Mormonism, there has been a core belief in the imminent Second Coming of Jesus Christ (thus the “Latter-day” portion of the Church’s official name).
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Tara Westover – Author of “Educated: A Memoir”
We are excited to release our interview with Tara Westover, author of the New York Times bestseller “Educated.” In addition, Mormon Stories Podcast is excited to announce that we will be hosting Tara Westover in Salt Lake City on 3/29/2018.
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Marisa and Carson Calderwood Discuss Their Excommunication
In this episode Marisa and Carson Calderwood discuss their excommunication from the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints on May 21, 2015 for apostasy. Please click here to donate to keep this content coming!: ————— Show Notes: See here for a list of the five handouts Carson shared with his disciplinary council participants.
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How a Mormon Therapist Lost His Faith – Brad Reedy
Today on Mormon Stories Podcast, we sit down with Dr. Brad Reedy, therapist, author, and founder of “Finding You Intensives”, to discuss his remarkable journey through faith, spirituality, addiction, and personal growth. We are also very glad to be joined by Samantha Shelly (from Zelph on the Shelf) for this uplifting conversation.
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Mormonism Failed Me as A Woman – Dana Raine
Dana’s journey is one of faith, self-discovery, and resilience. Growing up in the Mormon Church, she followed the expected path—baptism, Young Women’s activities, a mission, and BYU. But behind the scenes, she struggled with severe OCD, anxiety, and the pressure to conform to the rigid expectations placed on her as a woman in the LDS
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My Life After Mormon Stories with Brooke (McLay) Lark
Brooke is returning to Mormon Stories Podcast after 13 years, when she and her husband came on as the first couple to be interviewed on the podcast. Brooke’s husband at the time, John McLay was a CES employee who lost his faith while working for the church.
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A Croatia & Slovenia Mormon Excommunication Story w/ Sara and Mitja Lakner Bevc
What happens when faith, culture, and conscience collide? In this gripping full-length interview, Sara (American) and Mitja (Slovenian) share their deeply personal Mormon journeys—from conversion, missions, marriage, and cultural clashes to faith crises, public dissent in Utah church meetings, and ultimately, excommunication.
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Sisters Convert, Then Leave Mormonism After Missions
Join Gerardo and Hayley Rawle (from the Girl’s Camp podcast) as they dive into the journey of sisters Lexi and Sydney, who both joined the Mormon church in their pre-teens in Ohio. Sydney, an LGBTQ+ ally, shares her mission experience in Bolivia and her challenges with dating in the Young Single Adult Ward.
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One Ordinary Family’s Extraordinary Mormon Transition
In this epic, three-part interview with Paul, Lisa, and Kyle, we learn about one ordinary Mormon family’s extraordinary Mormon transition. Topics covered in this episode include: Living as an orthodox Mormon family in rural Utah. Dealing with a crisis of faith in a large, orthodox Mormon family.
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Why I Resigned as a Mormon Bishop – Nick and Amanda Jones
A few weeks ago, Mormon Bishop Nick Jones (Mississippi) took the LDS church by storm by resigning his position as bishop from the pulpit (with the video being subsequently shared on TikTok and YouTube). Please join us for Nick and Amanda’s (his wife’s) story.
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David Bokovoy – Bible Scholar, Former CES Employee
In these highly-anticipated episodes of Mormon Stories Podcast, we interview David Bokovoy – one of Mormonism’s leading Bible scholars. David has an MA from Brandeis University in Jewish Studies and a Ph.D. in Hebrew Bible and the Ancient Near East.
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- Part 2, episode 1014 · watch
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The Excommunication of Mormon Bishop and Podcaster Bill Reel
On December 2, 2018, Mormon Bishop and podcaster Bill Reel was excommunicated from the Mormon church for apostasy. In this Mormon Stories Podcast episode we speak with Bill about the disciplinary council. We will play the recording of his disciplinary council defense, and allow Bill to offer a play-by-play commentary.
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West Point Mormon Questions Church & Military Service – Austin Wheeler
Welcome to Mormon Stories, a space where faith, identity, and personal transformation are explored through real, unfiltered stories. In this episode, Austin Wheeler shares his journey through Mormon and military service, as well as faith deconstruction, revealing how these institutions shaped his views on masculinity, violence, and self-worth.
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From EFY Singer to Ex-Mormon EFY Director
For anyone familiar with the music of “Especially For Youth” LDS seminars, this name should ring a bell. After her career touring with Broadway’s Footloose, releasing several studio albums and books, starting her organization The Ivy Foundation, and raising two children, she recently changed tunes, choosing to leave the Mormon church.
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My Mormon Grandparents Received the Second Anointing – Derren Klein
Derren Klein joins John Dehlin partway through “Second Anointing Week” on Mormon Stories, right after a two-hour history of the ritual with Brian Buchanan, an employee at Benchmark Books and co-host of the Sunstone Mormon History podcast.
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The Mormon Church Made Me Give Up My Baby w/ Myndee Tollefson
Join us today for a unique Mormon Stories episode that is the first of its kind. Myndee Tollefson was born in Bountiful, Utah to an orthodox Mormon family. At just 19, she became pregnant and, feeling immense pressure from the Church and her family, gave her baby up for adoption through LDS Family Services—only to
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What John Would Change About the Church w/ Shelise Sola
John is in the hot seat again as Shelise Sola of @CultstoConsciousness does the interviewing around the topic of what and how John Dehlin would change the Mormon (LDS) Church if he were prophet. John expertly synthesizes and explains in easy-to-understand chunks the largest problems facing the Mormon Church today and ways it harms its
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Mr. Deity’s Brian Dalton
In this episode we interview Brian Dalton, a former member of the LDS church, and founder of the Mr. Deity Internet TV series — which explores religious belief from a skeptical point of view, using satire. Mr.
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Thirteen Years of Silence – Matt Elggren and Clay Christensen’s Story of Family, Faith, Doubt, and Hope
In 2003, Matt Elggren and I met while working at Microsoft. Together, along with others, we discovered troubling things about LDS Church history. For most of the past thirteen years, Matt has not attended church and has more or less quietly supported his believing wife and children.
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- Part 2, episode 617 · watch
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Surviving Spiritual Abuse and Suicidality as BYU-Idaho Faculty & Non-Believing Spouse – Ryan & Holly Nielsen
For today’s Mormon Stories Podcast episode we interview Ryan Nielsen and Holly Parson Nielsen, who were both raised as devout Mormons in Rexburg, Idaho. After marriage, Ryan worked as full-time BYU-Idaho faculty for twelve years in the Department of Music, while Holly taught middle school art.
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Leaving Mormonism in the 80s – Warren & Cindy Driggs
Warren Driggs is a part-time attorney and author of several books including “Mormon Boy: A Memoir” and “Swimming in Deep Water, A Novel of Joseph Smith”. In this delightful interview, we sit down with Warren and his wife Cindy as they take us through the different fascinating ways their families raised them in Salt Lake
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Trevor Haugen meets with Elder Don R. Clarke and LDS church historian Matthew J. Grow
In this four-part episode, Trevor Haugen shares and analyzes his experience meeting with LDS General Authority Don R. Clarke and LDS church historian Dr. Matthew J.
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- Part 2, episode 712 · watch
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Emily and Kyle Harris’ 14-Year Mixed Faith Journey
In this edition of Mormon Stories, we visit the Houston, Texas area to interview Emily and Kyle Harris as they recount their 14-year mixed faith journey in their marriage. We cover: Their backgrounds being raised in the LDS Church, leading up to their marriage while still being believers How Kyle lost his faith in the
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Investigating the Dark Side of Mormonism as a Journalist – Lynn Packer Pt. 4
Join us now for Part 4 of our interview with legendary Mormon journalist Lynn Packer (nephew of Boyd K. Packer), wherein he will be sharing with us what it was like to cover the darker side of Mormonism or the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints as a journalist.
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Wayne and Alex Sermon – Our Journey with Imagine Dragons and Mormonism
Mormon Stories had the real privilege of interviewing Daniel “Wayne” Sermon of Imagine Dragons, along with his wise and talented wife Alex Sermon, an accomplished professional ballerina, in their home in Las Vegas. In this interview, the Sermons open up about their lives as Mormons (Part 1), their life with Imagine Dragons (Parts 2 &
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How a Mormon Mission President Lost His Testimony: Roger Hendrix Pt. 2
In this edition of Mormon Stories, we continue our conversation with Roger Hendrix – possibly the highest ranking and most well-connected LDS church leader interviewed on Mormon Stories Podcast to date. In these final 3 episodes, _________________________ Part 6: Roger describes how the LDS Church’s involvement in Proposition 8 in California, and his daughters’ questions
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Navigating a Faith Crisis as Brothers-in-law – Chris Lee and Mitch Hadfield
Going through a faith crisis can be a lonely and isolating experience, especially in a believing family, so imagine the relief you would feel to find someone else is going through the same thing.
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Losing My Mormon Eternal Companion – Rebecca Lucero Jones
Today we are kicking off our two-part series with Rebecca Lucero Jones, who is here to share her story of losing her husband and the unique complications widows face within the Mormon faith. We will be examining the question of what the Mormon afterlife looks like for widows.
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BYU Black Menace Leaves Mormon Church Over Racism – Sebastian Stewart-Johnson
Get ready for an explosive and unfiltered look at life as a Black student at BYU! Sebastian takes us on a wild ride as he dishes about the viral rise of his “Black Menaces” group, a provocative movement that fearlessly called out racism within Mormon culture.
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Mormon on My Own Terms – Olivia Calvert
What happens when a Mormon woman questions her faith—but doesn’t walk away entirely? In this week’s interview, Olivia Calvert shares her journey of embracing doubts and shifts in belief. Choosing to live Mormonism in her own way, Olivia’s path leads her to what she calls “casual discipleship.” While we have explored stories like this before
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A Visual History of the Community of Christ (RLDS)
In this 4 part series, John Hamer discusses the history of the Community of Christ (RLDS church). Part 1 — Restoration Origins to the 1844 Succession Crisis: In Part 1, John Hamer briefly discusses the diversity within Latter Day Saint or Restoration heritage churches.
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- Part 2, episode 427 · watch
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John Dehlin in the Hot Seat – An Interview with Rick Bennett of Gospel Tangents
John takes the hot seat this time as Rick Bennett from YouTube Channel Gospel Tangents does the interviewing.
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Understanding the September Six – Paul Toscano
When the history of 20th century Mormonism is written, Paul Toscano will likely go down as one of the most controversial and divisive figures of that era. Paul is the husband of Margaret Toscano, and was excommunicated (along with 4 others and 1 disfellowshipment) during the infamous “September Six” incident in September of 1993.
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From Mormonism to Progressive Christianity – Randy Bell
Today we welcome on Randy Bell, well known socio-economist expert on real estate damages and friend of the podcast on to hear his epic Mormon Story. Raised in Fullerton, CA, we discuss Randy’s relationship with the Fender family, the effects of his profession on his Mormon faith including stories about how the Pulse Night Club shooting transformed his LGBTQ beliefs.
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How the Book of Mormon was Created, by John Hamer
Join us now for this Mormon Stories Podcast episode, where historian John Hamer offers his theory as to how the Book of Mormon was created. These episodes are best seen as a continuation of our discussion from earlier this year wherein John Hamer provides a 19th Century context for The Book of Mormon.
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The Courage of Savannah
In this episode of Mormon Stories we interview Savannah and her mother, Heather. Savannah recently generated international media attention when she came out as gay to her Mormon ward (congregation) in Eagle Mountain, Utah during fast and testimony meeting (May 7, 2017).
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Did B.H. Roberts Lose His Testimony of the Book of Mormon?
As many of you will recall, Shannon Caldwell Montez joined us on Mormon Stories Podcast in July, 2020 to tell us her own story, as well as to tell us the story of B.H. Roberts – the LDS Church historian and General Authority who was tasked to answer problems about Book of Mormon historicity, only
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Mormon Bishop Speaks Out About Misleading Church Statistics
Listen to this episode For the first time ever, a sitting Mormon Bishop joins us to discuss the current situation with the Church’s activity rates and its misleading membership statistics. He began watching Mormon Stories despite being an active Bishop and noticed questions and doubts arising among Mexican Saints, especially among English-speaking members as they had more access to information, such as through WhatsA
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LDS Stake President Promoted to Area Authority Seventy After Covering Up Abuse – Rebecca Gooden
What happens when a trusted Mormon leader learns about child sexual abuse –and choses not to report it? In this powerful and heartbreaking episode, Rebecca Gooden and her son Matthew share their family’s story of abuse, betrayal, and institutional failure within the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.
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TikTok’s “ExMormonMindy” – Kayla White
The TikTok platform has become a major player in global culture, and the ExMormon TikTok community has become very active/vibrant over the past few months. Today we feature ExMormon TikTok sensation Kayla White (ExMormonMindy). Her channel can be found here.
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My Mormon Leader Abused Me As A Teen – Heidi Bruno Pt. 1
Join us today for the start of an epic two-part episode with Heidi Bruno, who is here to share her story of abuse within the church and her experience of losing a child as a Mormon mother. In Part 1, Heidi details her history of sexual abuse as a teenager by the Elders Quorum President
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Another Mormon Bishop Told NOT to Report – Christopher Jenkins
In this episode of Mormon Stories Podcast, we speak with Christopher Jenkins, a former LDS bishop, about his personal experience with the Church’s abuse hotline. While serving as bishop in Washington, a ward member confessed abuse to him.
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Ed Decker – Ex-Mormon, Evangelical Christian, Career “Anti-Mormon,” and Creator of “The God Makers”
NOTE: Based on listener feedback, a version of the full interview (in a single audio file) can be found in the podcast feed, and with the audio links below. Please let me know if you value this option. John Edward “Ed” Decker (born 1935) is an American counterculture apologist and Evangelical Christian known for his
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Lost My Pentecostal Faith Studying Mormonism – Anna Schreyer & the Assemblies of God
Anna Schreyer shares her journey growing up in the Assemblies of God (AG) Pentecostal church, her experiences as a missionary, and her eventual departure from faith. As the daughter of two AG pastors, she grew up with a very strong faith in her religion and was a prominent part of the Charismatic community.
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A Canadian Mormon Story – Ben and Justine Jalaff Pt. 1
In this episode, Ben and Justine share their powerful and emotional journeys through Mormonism, immigration, family trauma, and healing. They discuss Ben’s family’s escape from political turmoil, their struggles with loss, and the lure of the Mormon doctrine of eternal families.
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A Look at LDS Church Employment with Daniel and AnnaMarie Miller
Daniel Miller worked for the LDS Church for two years as a Program Manager in the Publishing Services Department. During this time he oversaw all media production for seminary and institute (CES portfolio, broadcasts). In this three-part series, Daniel and his wife AnnaMarie discuss his early years as a church member in Idaho and as a
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Escaping Scientology – Claire and Marc Headley Pt. 2
In Part Two of our conversation with Claire and Marc Headley, we dive into the details of how they finally escaped the Sea Organization and the events that led up to that decision. We will also discuss other topics such as the FBI’s investigation into Scientology, why they have spoken out against the church since
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Surviving Reparative Therapy with Alex Cooper, “Saving Alex” Author
This is a recording of my interview with Alex Cooper recorded on March 16, 2016 at Velour in Provo, Utah. Alex Cooper, along with Dr. Joanna Brooks, are the co-authors of the new book Saving Alex.
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The Mormon Disciplinary Council With No Disciplinary Action
In December of 2015 Jake was informed that he would be facing an LDS disciplinary council for apostasy, based on a series of benign Facebook posts he made during the previous year. On January 3rd, 2016 the disciplinary council was held (with Jake and his wife in attendance), and the decision of “no action” was
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- Part 2, episode 608 · watch
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Stephen M. Veazey, Prophet-President of Community of Christ (Formerly RLDS Church)
In this three-part series I interview Community of Christ Prophet-President Stephen M. Veazey. Community of Christ is the new name of what was formerly known as the Reorganized Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.
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- Part 2, episode 591 · watch
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Belief After the CES Letter – God, Jesus, Prophets, and the “One True Church” – Jim Bennett Pt. 1
Jim Bennett is the author of “A Faithful Reply to the CES Letter.” He is also the son of the late Utah U.S. Senator Bob Bennett. In Part 1 of a multi-part series with Jim, we discuss in-depth his approach to maintaining belief in the Mormon church AFTER exposure to all of the historical and
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What Caused You to Leave Mormonism? – Live Q&A with Kolby, Britt, and John
John Dehlin is joined by regular co-hosts Britt Hartley and Kolby Reddish for a live, call-in Q&A built around one question: what actually causes someone’s Mormon faith to break? They start with the idea of a “shelf breaking” — a phrase Kolby traces to Camilla Eyring Kimball, wife of church president Spencer W.
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Down the ‘Rabbit Hole’ with Mindy Gledhill
We recently visited Provo, Utah and were treated with a live interview and performance featuring Mindy Gledhill, including acoustic renditions of many songs from her brand new album “Rabbit Hole.” Listeners of Mormon Stories Podcast may remember our earlier interviews with Mindy and we were very excited to get an update on her faith journey,
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Benji Schwimmer – Life After Mormonism
We couldn’t be more excited to celebrate our 1000th episode by traveling to California to revisit world-renowned professional dancer, choreographer, and actor Benji Schwimmer. Benji first made waves on our podcast when we released his “coming out” story on May 30, 2012 as he publicly came out as gay, and as leaving the Mormon Church.
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- Part 2, episode 1001 · watch
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Sean and Crystal Escobar’s Journey out of Mormonism
Join us today on Mormon Stories as we interview both Sean and Crystal Escobar to learn about their faith journey out of Mormonism. Sean recently made national news when he revealed a recording he made as he confronted his abuser as a child, Sterling Van Wagenen—co-founder of the Sundance Film Festival and director of many
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Shannon Caldwell Montez – From Wife and Mother to Groundbreaking Mormon Historian
How does an orthodox Mormon wife and mother become a groundbreaking historian? Join us today on Mormon Stories Podcast as Shannon Caldwell Montez shares with us her journey to become a historian after living an orthodox Mormon life for decades.
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Exposing BYU’s Racism Goes VIRAL – Black Menaces’ Nathan Byrd
Thumbnail Credits: Main image provivded by Nathan Byrd; Background image of BYU Campus by Pastelitodepapa Nate Byrd discusses his experiences as a Black Mormon and how he navigated his identity in a church with a history of white supremacy.
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When a Child Questions Mormonism – Annie Marie
What would cause a child to lose their LDS faith? We strive to answer this question in today’s interview with TikTok star, Annie Marie. Annie is an ex-mormon content creator who has gained an audience from her satirical videos that mainly center around questions she had as a child growing up in the LDS faith.
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The Witbecks – A Conscientious Family’s Journey Through Mormonism
I am truly humbled and honored to release my recent Mormon Stories Podcast interview with Dave, Keri, and Alyssa Witbeck – three phenomenal humans and dear friends – as they share with us their personal navigation through Mormonism as a family of very conscientious members.
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- Part 2, episode 1237 · watch
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Liz Layton – Millennial Post-Mormon, Former Utah Jazz Dancer, Coping with the Suicide of Loved Ones
Content note: this four-part series includes detailed discussion of suicide, including the deaths of two siblings and a personal suicidal crisis. Listener discretion advised. Liz Layton sits down with John Dehlin for a four-part conversation about growing up a devout Mormon girl in Draper, Utah, becoming a Utah Jazz dancer, going through two marriages and
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- Part 2, episode 1117 · watch
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Mormon Comedian Bengt Washburn
In this series I interview Mormon comedian Bengt Washburn. Bengt has been featured on television (Comedy Central’s Live at Gotham and The Late Late Show with Craig Fergusen) as well as on radio (including The Bob and Tom Show, The Bob Rivers Show, The KQRS Morning Show, NPR, PRI, the CBC and XM Radio).
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Dr. William Bradshaw: A Life of Science, Service, and Compassion.
In this episode, John Dehlin interviews one of his former professors and mentors, Dr. William Bradshaw, on a wide variety of topics. Dr.
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Remembering the Swedish Rescue, From Those Who Attended
In November 2010, an emergency fireside was held in Stockholm, Sweden by Elder Marlin K. Jensen (Church historian at the time) and Elder Richard Turley (assistant Church historian) to address the faith crisis that ensued among an entire group of members and leaders in Stockholm including a stake president and Hans Mattsson, an Area Authority.
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- Part 2, episode 981 · watch
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Growing Up Mormon in Zimbabwe – Daniel Spencer
Join us for a very special episode guest, Daniel Spencer (@DanBamBam on Social Media) to share his heartwarming story with us. From growing up as a closeted gay Mormon teenager in a country where being gay isn’t just illegal, but dangerous, to his mission experiences and discovering his talent not just for comedy but for starting important conversations at BYU and beyond!
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John Hamer on Community of Christ as a Church Home for Transitioning Mormons
Mormon Stories alumnus John Hamer returns to talk about Community of Christ as a viable spiritual home for transitioning Mormons in this two-part video series. John Hamer was raised LDS, but became a doubting teenager and left organized religion altogether as an adult.
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The Mormon Church Saved My Life – Keira Shae
Today we welcome to the podcast Keira Shae, who joins us to share her story of converting to the LDS Church as a teenager while growing up in an abusive home. Living in Utah, Keira was surrounded by Mormons and idealized them as a contrast to her tumultuous home life.
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Rodney Meldrum – Founder of the Book of Mormon Heartland Model
Today Mormon Stories is joined by Rod Meldrum for what we hope will be an interesting multi-part series on what physical evidence led him to dedicate his life to lecturing and writing about the Book of Mormon. Rod is the founder of the Book of Mormon Heartland Model and promoter of the Universal Model.
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- Part 2, episode 1554 · watch
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Baptized in Utah to Fit In! – Gabrielle Zelaya
Join us today for a unique Mormon Stories episode! Gabriella Zelaya shares her story of growing up amidst Mormon culture in Farmington, Utah as a non-member. Surrounded by an LDS-dominated community and extended family, Gabby navigated social pressure, exclusion, and judgment by the members that surrounded her.
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Rodney Meldrum and the Book of Mormon Heartland Model Pt. 3
Join us for Part 3 of our interview with Rodney Meldrum, wherein we discuss his beliefs regarding the Book of Mormon Heartland model. Steven Hawkings Ancient Society – Lewis Henry MorganRodney Meldrum Book Jonathan Neville Camorah Gospel Topic Essays Charles Darwin Kay Godfrey Heartland Model Thomas Stuart Ferguson Gregory Smith’s article Hannah Stoddard
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From TBM to RFM Pt. 2 – How Radio Free Mormon Lost his Faith
Join John and Jenn for Part 2 of our interview with popular Mormon podcaster Radio Free Mormon, wherein he shares the story of how he lost his Mormon faith. Watch “From TBM to RFM Part 1” here. Show Notes: Radio Free Mormon podcast Mormonism Live with RFM and Bill Reel “A Treasured Testament,” by
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30 Questions Nobody Asks My Husband at Church – Julie DeAzevedo Hanks
In this episode of Mormon Stories/Transitions, John and Margi interview the brilliant Dr. Julie DeAzevedo Hanks about her article titled “30 Questions Nobody Asks My Husband at Church.” John, Margi, and Julie focus on the powerful cultural messages about gender, potential, life decisions, and worth that are broadcast in the questions we ask.
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Jared Hess and Tyler Measom – Murder Among the Mormons
Jared Hess (Napoleon Dynamite, Nacho Libre) and Tyler Measom (Sons of Perdition, An Honest Liar) co-directed the Netflix documentary series “Murder Among the Mormons,” about bomber and forger Mark Hofmann. In this March 2021 conversation with John Dehlin, recorded shortly after the series was released, the two filmmakers explain how the project came together and
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Mormon Church Alienated Me From My Family in India – Sirisha Shumway
We are very excited this week to release a first-of-its-kind Mormon Stories episode! Born and raised in Hyderabad, India, Sirisha Shumway converted to Mormonism at the age of 14, against the wishes of her family. She quickly became a very devout member of her LDS community, served a mission, and even worked for the church
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Mormon Faith Crisis Stake Fireside: Patrick Mason in Logan/Cache Valley, Utah (2021)
Re-Recorded Version with Commentary (Less angry, less unhinged, de-caffeinated – Take 2): Original, Un-edited Fireside. No Commentary. Today I share (and provide reactions to) a recent fireside given on February 28, 2021 by faithful Mormon scholar and Utah State University professor Patrick Mason given at the Logan Utah Cache West Stake.
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Eric Reeves, Son of LDS Relief Society General Presidency 2nd Counselor Linda S. Reeves, Encourages Open Opposition to LDS Church SGA Policy Changes
Eric Reeves is the son of LDS Relief Society General Presidency Member Linda S. Reeves and former LDS mission president Melvyn Reeves. In this episode Eric discusses: His early years in the church, his loss of faith in the LDS church, and how he handled this process with his very faithful family, His analysis of the recent changes
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Heidi and Josh Packard’s Mormon Transition
SUPER honored/proud to release my latest interview with Heidi Nielson Packard and Dr. Josh Packard. This powerful, informative, and in-depth interview covers: Heidi and Josh’s very orthodox Mormon upbringing and early years as Mormons.
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- Part 2, episode 718 · watch
- Part 3, episode 719 · watch
- Part 4, episode 720 · watch
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Top 10 Problems w/ Mormonism that Brad Wilcox’s Speech Unveiled
Join us live Tuesday night for a special new regular weeknight segment with John and Carah called ✨Mormon Scoops✨ at 8pm mst! We just heard that Brad Wilcox apologized for the racist statements that he made in his talk to the Alpine youth of the church.
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Wealth and Corporate Power – D. Michael Quinn
These episodes of Mormon Stories include a recording of our live interview on 10/23/17 with renowned author, Dr. D. Michael Quinn, author of the final volume of the “Mormon Hierarchy” trilogy.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 813 · watch
- Part 3, episode 814 · watch
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Joseph Smith’s Treasure Digging – Dan Vogel
After exploring historian Dan Vogel’s motivations behind his studies of the life of Joseph Smith in our first segments, we now delve deeper into Joseph’s treasure digging activities. Dan devoted a portion of his book Joseph Smith: The Making of a Prophet to understanding not only the financial motivations for Joseph’s treasure digging practice, but also
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1055 · watch
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Philanthropist and WordPerfect Co-Founder – Bruce Bastian
In this 3-part series we interview Philanthropist, WordPerfect co-founder, and prominent LGBT rights supporter Bruce W. Bastian. Bastian is a generous supporter of the performing arts, and serves on the Board of Directors of the Human Rights Campaign in Washington D.C.
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- Part 2, episode 171 · watch
- Part 3, episode 172 · watch
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Losing a Child After Losing Mormon Faith w/ Jennie Latham Johnson
In this deeply moving and raw interview, Jennie shares her powerful life story—from growing up in a strict Mormon household to breaking free from the expectations that shaped her identity. She opens up about her parents’ conversions, her challenging marriage, the emotional toll of purity culture, and her gradual disillusionment with the church.
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Surviving the LDS Church’s 12-Step Pornography “Addiction” Program
Nik and Dawna sit down with John Dehlin to describe how the LDS Church’s twelve-step “addiction recovery” program for pornography nearly destroyed their marriage, and how they eventually found their way out of it. Dawna and Nik each walk through their Mormon upbringings: Nik’s shame-laden bishop’s interviews about masturbation starting at sixteen, and the modesty
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Why the Mormon Church Has Declining Growth Rates in Utah and the World – 2020 Edition
Today we speak with sociologists Rick Phillips and Ryan Cragun about “Why the Mormon Church has Declining Growth Rates in Utah and the World.” We will be reviewing the following articles: Utah sees Latter-day Saint slowdown and membership numbers drop in Salt Lake County Top Ten Most Encouraging and Top Ten Most Discouraging Growth and
1 more part in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1251 · watch
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Becoming a Mormon Apologist as a Non-literal Believer – Jon Westover
Is there space in the Mormon church for non-literal believers? Mormon Stories is joined today by Jon Westover, professor and former church apologist with FAIR Mormon to help us discover if the non-orthodox “middle way” is still a tenable path.
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How an Ex-Christian Experiences Mormonism – Jared Smith
In this episode, we sit down with Jared Smith –an ex-Christian, former Wheaton College student, and atheist YouTuber –to explore what happens when someone deeply rooted in evangelical Christianity takes a serious look at Mormonism.
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Fit2Fat2Fit – Drew Manning’s Mormon Story
Today I am honored to share the story of Drew Manning – author, TV star, and founder of the viral brand, “Fit2Fat2Fit.” In part 1 of Drew’s story, we will discuss, among other things: His upbringing in Mormonism LDS mission in Brazil Marriage & pornography use in a Mormon marriage, followed by the LDS church
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- Part 2, episode 1432 · watch
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Joining Mormonism from Zimbabwe, and an Interracial Mormon Marriage – Makenzie’s & Gerald Benzi
Mormon Stories is proud to welcome our first Mormon convert from Zimbabwe, Gerald Benzi, and his wife Makenzie Benzi to the podcast for an epic three part series of their story. In part one, we discuss Gerarld’s life being raised in Zimbabwe, what it was like moving to the US, and deciding to take religion
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- Part 2, episode 1527 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1528 · watch
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Kathleen Melonakos – How the Mormon Church Came to Be
Today’s release is the first in a new series devoted to interviewing prominent historians to hear their evidence-based take on the question, “How did the Mormon Church come to be?” Kathleen Melonakos’s book Secret Combinations: Evidence of Early Mormon Counterfeiting (1800-1847) has created buzz in many online Mormon communities and we are excited to launch our
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- Part 2, episode 995 · watch
- Part 3, episode 996 · watch
- Part 4, episode 997 · watch
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“Groomed” for Mormon Motherhood Perfection – Chelsey Rencher
Joining John & Mergi Dehlin today is Chelsey Rencher Liaga, here to share her Mormon story of how she was “groomed” for Mormon motherhood, and how this hindered the development of her own mental health and self identity. Chelsey was born in Gilbert, Arizona (a heavily Mormon community) and had a typical Mormon upbringing.
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David Bokovoy – Applying Higher Criticism to Mormon Scripture
Join us now on Mormon Stories Podcast as we visit again with Bible scholar David Bokovoy and focus on applying Higher Criticism to Mormon Scripture. Our first interview with David two weeks ago focused on his personal faith journey and may be found here.
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1020 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1021 · watch
- Part 4, episode 1022 · watch
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John Larsen v. John Dehlin – 2026 edition
After years away from the microphone, John Larsen returns to Mormon Stories Podcast for a wide-ranging conversation. A legend in the Mormon and ex-Mormon podcasting world, John Larsen helped shape an entire generation of critical Mormon thought through Mormon Expression.
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Olympic Champion Wrestler Mark Schultz Leaves Mormonism
Mark Schultz was a 3-time NCAA champion, Olympic champion and 2-time World champion wrestler. He also joined the Mormon church in 1991 shortly after being hired as a BYU wrestling coach. Mark coached wrestling at BYU for around a decade.
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Captain Kidd, Treasure Digging, Joseph Smith, and the Book of Mormon
Today I will be reviewing my recent research into the topic of how the pirate Captain William Kidd and the practice of New England treasure digging that followed Kidd directly inspired Joseph Smith to create the Book of Mormon. I’ve been doing this research in preparation for a new Youtube channel I’m launching called “Understanding
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Andrew and Allison Jolley – Healing Your Marriage after a Faith Crisis
In this Mormon Stories Podcast episode, we travel to Nevada to listen as Andrew and Allison Jolley tell the story of their Mormon faith crisis, how they healed their painful and disconnected marriage, and (in episodes 911-912) how Andrew became a founder and owner of a marijuana company in Nevada called The+Source Nevada.
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- Part 2, episode 909 · watch
- Part 3, episode 910 · watch
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I Was the Poster Boy for Mormon Gay Conversion Therapy – Appio Hunter
In this powerful episode, we sit down with Appio Hunter, whose early life as a Portuguese-speaking Mormon kid, his journey through conversion therapy, and his eventual path to love, self-acceptance, and healing make for one of the most profound LGBTQ+ Mormon Stories ever shared on this channel.
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Mark Hofmann Forgeries and Mormon Church Cover-ups – John Hamer
Join us today as the brilliant John Hamer returns to help us dig deeper into: The main Mark Hofmann Forgeries, and The main attempts to “cover-up” unfavorable history by the Mormon church. A copy of John Hamer’s PDF can be found here.
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Mesoamerican Archaeologist Dr. Michael Coe – LiDAR, Response to John Sorenson, and the Book of Mormon
We are excited to revisit Dr. Michael Coe at his home in New Haven, Connecticut, to discuss some of the challenges facing Mormon archaeologists attempting to prove the historical truth of their central scripture. Dr.
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- Part 2, episode 906 · watch
- Part 3, episode 907 · watch
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Megachurch Pastor Turned Agnostic – Todd Phillips Pt. 2
What happens when a pastor can no longer believe the message he has spent his life preaching? In Part Two of our conversation with Dr. Todd Phillips, former megachurch pastor and creator of “The Deconstructed Pastor,” Todd continues his journey out of evangelical Christianity.
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Stacey Harkey From Studio C’s Original Cast
Stacey Harkey, formerly part of the original cast of BYU TV’s Studio C, is known as an actor, writer, personal trainer, and for his involvement with Diversity Equity and Inclusion training and consulting in Equality Utah.
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A Gay Mormon’s Path to Peace – Eli McCann
What happens when you spend your life trying to find your way in a religion that never seems to have a space for you? Today, Mormon Stories welcomes Eli McCann, attorney, writer, podcaster, and humor columnist for The Salt Lake Tribune, to hear insights into his upbringing as a gay man in the LDS faith.
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Mamá de David Archuleta Cuenta Su Historia Mormona (en Español)
Lupe (Mayorga) Bartholomew es la madre de David Archuleta, finalista de American Idol. Lupe, su madre y sus tres hermanas se unieron a la Iglesia de Jesucristo de los Santos de los Últimos Días en Honduras el 22 de septiembre de 1978.
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Mitch Shira – Impersonating LDS General Authorities as TikTok’s “genie_man”
Mitch Shira is the actor and impressionist behind the TikTok account genie_man, and in this episode he tells John Dehlin how his uncannily accurate impressions of LDS prophets and apostles grew directly out of his own Mormon childhood.
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Michael and Donna Showalter: Choosing Love Over Orthodoxy
For this interview with Donna and Michael Showalter, we will hear the story of the Showalter family’s Mormon journey, which includes living in very conservative Provo, Utah, Michael coming out as gay, and Donna’s journey to fully accept/embrace/love/celebrate Michael.
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- Part 2, episode 1149 · watch
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Are Mormon Temples a Mockery of Jesus and the Book of Mormon? Mormon Questions on Air
John and Carah discuss Mormon Temples, the prosperity gospel, and the Mormon church’s use of social media influencers to promote its temple work. Feel free to post your comments, experiences, and questions below! Show Notes: Graph showing temple growth under Russell M.
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Mormon Church Defends Minnesota Leader of Sexual Assault
What would you think if your Church Leaders were on the defendant’s witness list of your child’s sex abuser? In this episode, we will discuss a disturbing Mormon sex abuse case in which the Branch and Stake presidents submitted affidavits that would have aided the dismissal of new charges brought against Elders Quorum President and
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Recovering from Post-Mormon Alcoholism – TikTokker Austin Archer
Join John and Carah for a special live interview with Austin Archer as we discuss the Mormon to alcoholic pipeline, sobriety, and his success on TikTok. Follow Austin @yourpal_austin on TikTok ————— We are 100% donor funded! Please click HERE to donate and keep this content coming!
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- Part 2, episode 1525 · watch
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Dr. Thomas Murphy on the Book of Mormon, DNA, His Cancelled Disciplinary Council, and Native American Anthropology
In 2002 anthropologist Thomas Murphy, Ph.D. published the first peer reviewed academic journal article on DNA and the Book of Mormon, demonstrating that DNA evidence (at the time) did not support the Book of Mormon’s historical claims.
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- Part 2, episode 639 · watch
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Celebrating the Life of Grant Palmer
In this three-part interview, we honor Grant Palmer, former LDS seminary/institute instructor, and author of “An Insider’s View of Mormon Origins” – which provides a plausible explanation for how the Book of Mormon was authored by Joseph Smith.
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- Part 2, episode 698 · watch
- Part 3, episode 699 · watch
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Apostasy in Anchorage, Alaska – The Excommunication of Amy and Jake Malouf
Amy and Jake Malouf have been devout LDS church members for their entire lives – living the past 14+ years in Anchorage, Alaska. They have served in high-level callings in their Anchorage ward, and are very well-respected and well-liked in their Alaska LDS community.
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Leaving the Seventh-day Adventist Church – Melissa Duge Spiers
In Part 2 of our series on Seventh-day Adventism, Melissa Spiers shares her personal story of growing up as a fourth-generation Adventist in a deeply religious family shaped by strict lifestyle rules, purity culture, and constant pressure to perform spiritually.
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Dr. Bart Ehrman – New Testament Scholar
Mormon Stories Podcast is honored to sit down with Dr. Bart Ehrman for a power-hour discussion covering the following topics: Did the historical figure we know as Jesus actually exist? How did the historical figure Jesus come to be viewed as divine/the Son of God?
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Dr. Greg Prince – The Life of a Faithful Mormon Scientist and Historian
Dr. Greg Prince is a dentist, a pathology researcher, and a Mormon historian, best known for his books, Power from on High: The Development of Mormon Priesthood, David O. McKay and the Rise of Modern Mormonism, and Leonard Arrington and the Writing of Mormon History.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 659 · watch
- Part 3, episode 660 · watch
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Haley Wilson Lemmón – The BYU Undergrad Who Discovered Joseph Smith’s Plagiarisms in his Bible “Translation”
Over the past several decades. credible Mormon-themed scholarship has determined beyond any reasonable doubt that Joseph Smith’s claim have special powers to “translate” ancient languages was not true, and that Joseph often relied on plagiarism to produce his “revelations.” Up until recently, at least three clear instances of false translation by Joseph Smith were widely
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Sam Young Set to be Excommunicated for Protecting LDS Children from Sexual Abuse
BREAKING NEWS! Please join us on Mormon Stories Podcast as we discuss the Mormon Church’s announcement that it plans to excommunicate Sam Young for attempting to Protect LDS Children from sexual abuse. The council is currently scheduled to convene at 6PM on Sunday, September 9 at the Lexington Building in the stake offices in Houston,
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My Life as a Scientologist – Chris Shelton
Join us today as we continue our multi-part series on Scientology with Chris Shelton – Critical Thinker. Chris is a former Scientologist and Sea Org member and is now a writer, consultant podcaster, YouTuber and advocate for critical thinking.
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1196 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1197 · watch
- Part 4, episode 1198 · watch
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Steven Hassan – What the Mormon Church Can Learn From Cults to Do/Be Better
Steven Hassan, one of the world’s best-known cult experts, joins John Dehlin to talk through what the Mormon church could learn from destructive cults about doing better by its members. Hassan was recruited into the Unification Church, the “Moonies,” as a Queens College student in the 1970s and spent about two years in the group
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- Part 2, episode 939 · watch
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Independent Fundamentalist Baptists (IFB) – Camille Lewis
This week we continue our series of non-Mormon stories with Camille Lewis. Raised as an Independent Fundamental Baptist, Camille attended and later taught at Bob Jones University—an Evangelical college in Greenville, South Carolina, known for its strict rules and staunch conservatism.
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The History of the Jehovah’s Witness Movement – Lloyd Evans
Mormon Stories Podcast is excited to interview Lloyd Evans—founder and senior editor of JWsurvey.org—a website that promotes freeness of thought among Jehovah’s Witnesses. He is also author of “The Reluctant Apostate,” a book that chronicles his experiences growing up as a Jehovah’s Witness and his journey to freedom from Watchtower indoctrination.
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A More Effective Approach to Masturbation and Pornography: For Teens and Adults
Licensed marriage and family therapist and sex therapist Natasha Helfer Parker joins John Dehlin for a three-part conversation, a joint release of Mormon Stories and The Gift of the Mormon Faith Crisis, laying out a more effective, less shame-based approach to masturbation and pornography for teens and adults.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1145 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1146 · watch
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Dr. Gina Colvin’s Pre-Excommunication Interview
Dr. Gina Colvin, host of A Thoughtful Faith Podcast, is set to be excommunicated by the Mormon Church for apostasy on 12/20/2018 in her New Zealand ward by her bishop. The accusations against Gina include the following: (a) Being baptized into the Anglican faith.
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 1030 · watch
- Part 3, episode 1031 · watch
- Part 4, episode 1032 · watch
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Leaving the Witness: Exiting Religion and Finding a Life – Amber Scorah
Join us now for today’s Mormon Stories Podcast episode as we interview ex-Jehovah’s Witness Amber Scorah about her new book: “Leaving the Witness: Exiting Religion and Finding a Life.” Building off of our previous interview with former Jehovah’s Witness, Lloyd Evans, we continue to discover the parallels between the JW Movement and Mormonism, particularly surrounding
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Tom Christofferson – That We May Be One
Our special Christmas Morning release on Mormon Stories Podcast includes an interview with Tom Christofferson about his book “That We May Be One.” Tom shares the story of voluntary excommunication from the LDS Church in order to live his life as a gay man—a life that included a fulfilling relationship with a partner and acceptance
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- Part 2, episode 846 · watch
- Part 3, episode 847 · watch
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Losing the Lamanites – Sarah Newcomb (NW Coastal Tribes – Tsimshian)
Continuing our series on “Losing the Lamanites,” we interview Sarah Newcomb who descends from the Tsimshian of the NW Coastal Tribes. In this interview we cover: How Sarah struggled as a youth knowing that she came from the ‘Lamanites,’ who had turned their backs on God.
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An Introduction to Mormon Polygamy with Todd Compton
Todd Compton wrote full biographies of the women who were married to Joseph Smith, following each one from birth through Kirtland and Nauvoo and on to her death in Utah, and in this three-part conversation from early 2006 he walks John Dehlin through what he found.
2 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 13
- Part 3, episode 14
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An Insider’s View of Mormon Origins – An Interview with Grant Palmer
In this episode of Mormon Stories, we interview Grant Palmer–author of the book entitled “An Insider’s View of Mormon Origins.” Grant (M.A., American history, Brigham Young University) is a three-time director of LDS Institutes of Religion in California and Utah, a former instructor at the Church College of New Zealand, and an LDS seminary teacher
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 31
- Part 3, episode 32
- Part 4, episode 33
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The Corporate LDS Church and Mammon – Daymon Smith, LDS Anthropologist
In this incredibly fascinating 4-part series, long-time Mormon Stories supporter Andrew Ainsworth interviews Daymon Smith Ph.D., a Mormon anthropologist and the author of a new book called: The Book of Mammon: A Book About A Book About The Corporation That Owns The Mormons (Paperback).
3 more parts in this interview
- Part 2, episode 150
- Part 3, episode 151
- Part 4, episode 152
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Dr. Michael Coe – An Outsider’s View of Book of Mormon Archaeology
Dr. Michael Coe is the Charles J. MacCurdy professor emeritus of Anthropology at Yale University and curator emeritus of the Division of Anthropology at the school’s Peabody Museum of Natural History.
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- Part 2, episode 269
- Part 3, episode 270
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Simon Southerton, DNA, Lamanites and the Book of Mormon
Simon Southerton is a native Australian, geneticist, former LDS bishop, and author of the book “Losing a Lost Tribe: Native Americans, DNA and the Mormon Church.” Simon was a member of the LDS church for almost 30 years, serving a mission in Melbourne (1981-83), marrying in the New Zealand Temple in 1983, and serving
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- Part 2, episode 349
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Hans Mattsson – Former LDS Area Authority Seventy (Sweden)
Hans H. Mattsson is a 3rd generation LDS church member from Sweden who served as a bishop and stake president in Sweden before serving in the LDS church 3rd Quorum of the Seventy from 2000-2005 in the Europe Central area under LDS Apostle L.
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- Part 2, episode 431
- Part 3, episode 432
- Part 4, episode 433
- Part 5, episode 434
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Christine Jeppsen Clark, Daughter of General Authority Malcolm Jeppsen
Christine Jeppsen Clark is a mother of six, a former Mormon Tabernacle Choir member, a Ph.D. graduate student focusing on dementia, and a dear personal friend. She is also the daughter of the late Elder Malcolm S.
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- Part 2, episode 484
- Part 3, episode 485
- Part 4, episode 486
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An Outsider’s View of Joseph Smith — Alex Beam’s “American Crucifixion: The Murder of Joseph Smith and the Fate of the Mormon Church”
Alex Beam is a churchgoing Episcopalian and a Boston newspaper and magazine writer of three decades who spent two and a half years with Joseph Smith in Carthage, Illinois, writing “American Crucifixion: The Murder of Joseph Smith and the Fate of the Mormon Church.” In this live conversation, recorded in front of an audience, John
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Brent Metcalfe – Early Years, Mark Hofmann, the Salamander Letter, the Bombings, the Book of Abraham, and Life After Mormonism
Few people had more of a front-row seat than Brent Metcalfe to the goings-on surrounding Mark Hofmann, the “Salamander Letter,” and the tragic events of October 1985 — what would be dubbed as the “Mormon Murders.” As a personal friend and research assistant for both Steve Christensen and Mark Hofmann, Brent Metcalfe watched the whole
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- Part 2, episode 494
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Tom Phillips, the Second Anointing, and Mormon Apostle Jeffrey R. Holland
Many LDS Church members are unaware that a secret LDS temple ordinance called the “Second Anointing” is regularly being administered by LDS Church apostles to elite friends, family, and leaders (mostly stake presidents, temple presidents, mission presidents, and LDS general authorities, along with their wives).
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- Part 2, episode 536
- Part 3, episode 537
- Part 4, episode 538
- Part 5, episode 539
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Three Geneticists Respond to the LDS Essay on DNA and the Book of Mormon, and to Apologist Michael Ash
In this episode, three geneticists respond to the LDS Essay “Book of Mormon and DNA Studies,” and to Apologist Michael Ash’s article entitled “The DNA Challenge to the Book of Mormon that Fizzled.” The respondents are as follows: Jamie Hanis Handy has a B.S.
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Swedish Rescue Audio
Please note that the quality of this recording is due to the covert nature in how it was recorded, and has been edited now to eliminate the introductions in Swedish and to optimize volume. On November 28, 2010, an emergency fireside was held in Stockholm, Sweden by Elder Marlin K.
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